Tuesday, November 18, 2014

HB:)

HB di panni kutty loosu erumai... Love you... In this one year have underwent many positive changes... Neraya solanum... Romba wait pana vaikaatha... And naan unnai entha vagailum disturb pana maatan da... If this is wat u wanted... Ithu thaan mudivu nu nee eduthurukalaam but enaikaavathu oru naal naan nalavan en love true nu unarnthu enkita varuvanu oru chinna ennam iruku am waiting for that moment...!amma apa paarthuko... Seekiram unga nonanuku kalyanam pani vainga... Then there is girl, a closest friend of mine have learnt lots of stuffs shy... I will introduce her... And ROMBA time eduthukaatha scene HUH podaatha... Valvalanu pesina unaku pidikaathu... Wil make it short but eluthunaa neraya solanumnu thonuthuda... Nee ithu mudunjiduchunu solratha enaala enaikum ethuka mudiyaathu naan unnai en pondaatiyaa thaan nenachan... It's a small crack between us ithuku poi inoruthava kita poiduvanu nenaikatha kadantha 6 varushamaa nee matum thaan en mind la iruka :) nee enaikum irupa... And I ll be waiting for u forever... IthelaAm unakae theriyum... Am still ur Micy...

I never forget the promises that i made to u... Not going to office tomorrow... If at all u want to see me... Jus one call or a text before 4 hrs and I ll meet u Tom... I promise give it a try to check my love towards u... Un bday un kuda irupanu sonan and I ll do that unless and until u don't want... 

If I meet u i can promise u two things first u ll receive a slap prepare ur left kannam... And then prepare urself for the tightest hug and the sweetest kiss  on ur forehead ever.... 

Once again HB di Loosu :)

Sunday, November 16, 2014

One complete year done...

It was on nov 15 2013 u past spoke to me...

This was it... 

"Am leaving early today nalaiki meedhi vela seiya poran so stop texting edha irundhalum mail pannu bye:)" 

Ithelaame oru aayiram vaati padichutan... Oru nambikai oda irunthan da... Loosu di ni... Enaku ipadi oru kashtam kodukanum.. Neeyum happy huh kaamchukitaalum evlo kashta paduvanu theriyum... Yen thaan ithelaam nadakutho... Hope u took ultra super dress and planned for some parry with friends... Panalanaa plan it... Enjoy the day ammmu ummnaahhh love u... 

Wednesday, October 22, 2014

My last shy I don't want to trouble u again by posting here

This I typed on 30 August... I guess it dint get posted...


Unai suthi ena nadakuthunu enaku theriyala but after our separation wat I have is purely mediators between us... I hate that fact to the core... Namba rendu perukum nadula common irukaravanga... Ava una vitu velagitaa Ava santhoshamaa irukaanu enkitayum ava ini unkita vara matanu solitaanu enkita solraanga... And may be unkita avan unai vitu velagitaan happy huh irukaan neeyum happy huh iru in life paarthuko nee matum yen avana nenaikanum wen he is happy without u nu solli irukalaam.... But unaku theriyum naan yaarunu and I know whom MY GIRL is nu so... Think nalaa think pannu... And our close common friend said nee veetula kalyanaathuku othukitanthaagavum and u r ready to be with other guy num... But I know about MY GIRL... unnai cheat panikaatha nama love mathavanga mathari ila... Please nee ilaatha life enaala mudiyala jus take ur time... Enkita nee ketathu elaamae athu matum thaan "time" but come back to me evlo seekiram mudiyumo avlo seekiram intha vali enaala mudiyalada.... Until I get any kinda response from u... Byeeee love u ammu when u respond me... Three months ohh six months ohh start with a kiss ammu and tell that u love me int the first sentence phone la pesinaalum seri nerula paarka virupa pata alum seri mail msg anupcha alum seri jus start with that epavumae unaiyae nenachutu thudikara Micy... Umma in ur forehead bye da... 

This is me...

Enanu therila inaiku unnai Romba miss panran... Kalai and divi veetuku ponnan... Divi veetula irunthu Unga pazhaiya veedu ponnan... Enaku enanu theriyala something is wrong today... Ithana naalum unnai nenaikaatha naal ila, apdiya ipo marutguduchu Oru constant valiyaagiduchu but inaikiu romba valikuthudaa ammu chellam I don't want to disturb u da... But am waiting... Nan elaathaiyum maranthutan and nee nenaikara maathari irukan... Am SORRY for wat all I did... 😣 please enaku nee venum and nothing else...... Please nee ilaatha life enaku vendaam.

Sunday, September 7, 2014

In saree shop vama

Friend saree edukanumnu sonaanga I came to a saree shop called vama here in Pune... I jus couldn't control my tears also cant able to resist myself writing this post... Shop la thaan irukan it reminds me how u were choosing ur clothes in westside... Neraya pesa nenaikaran... But pesinaa nan matum thaan another 1 month have to suffer da... Un pics laam fb la paarthan... The one ur with pavithra also I saw as her Watsapp dp... Romba week huh iruka oru pic la inoru pic la nalaa iruka dunno which one is true.... Nee happy huh siruchukitu... Santhoshama unaku piduchavanga kuda irunthaa seri thaan... :))))))))

In saree shop vama

Friend saree edukanumnu sonaanga I came to a saree shop called vama here in Pune... I jus couldn't control my tears also cant able to resist myself writing this post... Shop la thaan irukan it reminds me how u were choosing ur clothes in westside... Neraya pesa nenaikaran... But pesinaa nan matum thaan another 1 month have to suffer da... Un pics laam fb la paarthan... The one ur with pavithra also I saw as her Watsapp dp... Romba week huh iruka oru pic la inoru pic la nalaa iruka dunno which one is true.... Nee happy huh siruchukitu... Santhoshama unaku piduchavanga kuda irunthaa seri thaan... :))))))))

Friday, August 29, 2014

Miss u da veliya sirikaran ullaazharan

Pune la only one famous temple dagudu Seth ithu varaikum antha kovil ula ponathila inaiku ponan poitu shy enkuda seranumnu solitu Varan vanthu unnai paakaran photo la seekiram shy romba time eduthukaatha am waiting...

Editing it by 10:15...

Antha pic la romba oliyaa iruka... Face dull huh iruku... Eyebrow trim pana porathilayaa ??? I thought ena vitu pirinju happy huh ilanaalum normal huh irupanu... But week huh iruka I hate it... Ini namakula entha banthamum ilanaalum paravaala at least take care of ur health... That is the only thing I want... Nee epovum happy huh irukanum... Sirichunu un friends un family nu... Ipdi irudaa ammu :))))))))))))))))... After seeing that I want to bring u to Pune and keep u with me surrounded by my care and affection and loads of love.... Nan epudilaam vali anumbavaikarano athae vali neeyum anubavikariyaa ??? Namaku yen da ivlo kashtam evlo happy huh irukalaam am not forcing u for anything I ll never do it... Ithaan unaku santhosham kodukuthunaa... Ipadi thaan nee ena thandika virumbinaa am very happy da... But vendaam... Nan ethum solala be happy am there for u always.....

Sunday, August 24, 2014

Miss u Anu :(((((((((

I was waiting hoping that u ll call.. For sure one day u ll call I rejected all the call but was waiting for u... One day u ll know shy... I still believe in ur love... I know nee thoongaama irupa ena pathi nenachunu irupanu.. Athu pothum elaathaiyum thooki potutu vaa... Am waiting I ll be waiting loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee you ummmaaaaaaaa.... Epudiyum un manasula ena pathi nenachurupa I know.... Thanks for ur wishes.... :)

Wednesday, April 2, 2014

Current - April 2 - the new beginning

Inaiku itha unaku anupitu amma kita veetuku friends elaarukitayum snathoshama phone pani Pesa poran flight ticket book panran oorae Diwali huh maatharan...

Neraya pesala 4-5 lines la muduchudaran, fb la ivloooooooooooo panra elaamae therunju hurt pananum, unnai naalu Peru vidu, ofc layum kandatha solraanga, sutha aarambichuta Vera, leave unnai korai solala santhoshama iru, ipadilaam thaan ulagam iruku venumnu nenacha enjoy.... Nan ethumae solala, nee epudi azhunjaa enakena ??? padikaraya padipayaanu kuda theriyala, 3.5 varushathula soli puriyathathu intha 4 line layum intha situation layum unaku puriyaathu, yosikara Katam enakaaga feel panra stage laam kadanthuta, love nu onu ila nu theriyuthu kedaikra edatha vitutu en verukara kizhthanama paarkara edathula thedanum ??? Ini inga post kist ethum irukaathu... 

Onae onu thaan sola aasai padaran... Thayavu senju en life la ini entha suzhnalayulum vanthudaatha... Entha kaaranathukaagavum... Nalaarunthalum seri nee naasamaa ponaalum seri unoda vachuko enkita ethukum vanthudaatha... Nan en vazhi paarthunu poran... I decided u r no more as u did months back.... Nan en kudumbam en friends en love to someone apdiyae poidaran manasu santhoshama iruku... Bye...

Current - April 2

Jus got it shy... I saw ur mom posted urs and ur brothers childhood pic... It's clear shy u completely throwed me away... And u asked ur selvaraja Aunty to share pics of u tharalaama poidunga Aunty wowwwwww..... It's clear it's very clear thank u... Thanks a lot... Nyt oru post panitu nan intha blog delete panidaran shy... Bye

Current - April 2

Arun kumar nu fb la unaku oru friend nee pora pokula avan photo ku like koduthayaa ila avan un friend huh ethumae theriyala ipadinu oru periya list ae iruku daily elaa profile um poi paarpan saagaran shy.... Enudayathu enaku ilanu saagaran ofc kelambara enamae ila... Chee u accepted everyone in ur profile ithaan nee aasai patathu ithaan ulagatha pathi nee therunjukitathu ??? Am telling u shy the day I regret u and the very same day wen I take decision tat no more u in me... Anaiku puriyum shy world na ena love na enanu..... Spit on my face unaku enaku pidikalanu one more time jus I can't bear all these stuffs of urs nan odayaran ovoru second um nee yaaravathu profile like pani comment pani  irukaratha paarkarapovum... Plsss

Current - April 2

Pls 8 - 10 morng unaala fb use pana mudunjaa u changed... Nan unnai entha kuthamum solala my be due to ur new frnds... To check out on them... I know u ll get angry... But jus think from my side... Nan ethum solala... Ena love panalanu it's very clear... Jus en mela erakamnu onnu irukumla ???? It's 3 months over evrything would have changed, really many would have entered into ur life... But I never allowed anyone shy... To be my friend... Jus nee ena complete huh othurita konjam kuda kandukalanu theriyuthu fb la photo va potu thaakara... Solrapo avlo valikuthu... I want to avenge u... But aiyooooo,, athu maathari irunthaa jus Unga Annan muliyamaavo or thru pavi unaku yaaru betr nu thonutho nee ithelaam padikarapo avanga kita thayavu senju... Avana nan love panala panavum maatan... Jus avan life huh paarthuka solunga apadinu solidu plssssssssss plsssss don't do this to me... Enaala saaga mudiyala azharan plssss plsssss enaku nan thirupi venum i lost myself plssssssssss plassss ithu matum aavathu pannu plssssssssss nalaa irupa plsssss ena verukaranavathu yaarukitayaavathu soli enaku solu theriya paduthu plssss unai nenachu kuda paarka maatan... Un photos paarka paarka evlo photo di poduva.... Paarthu paarthu en rani epudi di plssssss di ena pidikalanu orae oru vaati solu morng la irunthu un fb mathavanga elaa profile online un photos ithayae thaan paarthunu irukan.... Plssss I want to get rid of this unaku yaaraiyum involve pana pidikalanaa at least enkita solu orae call don't waste time for me... I don't love u ethavathu plsssssssss plssss unnai nan love panathuku ivlo love panrathuku at least intha oru chinna vishayamavathu panu... Unnai manasula vachunu nambikai oda thooki podaama love konjamum koraiyaama unnai hurt panara vishayam onnu panaama unkudavae intha blog la time spend paninu elaaraiyum veruthunu... Kudumbathu mela verupa kaatinu... Konjamum nambikai ilanaalum unakaaga ipadi irukan ipadilaam irukarapo nee fb la panra velaigal paarthunu enaala iruka mudiyala and this Harry u know avana kita serkaatha... Ofc la itha panra atha panra seri ilanu jan la sonan nan athukaprone pesala... And i dint believe is words shy... That u and vivz are talking together... Plss enaala ithelaam mudiyala... Unai pathi thapaa pesaravanga yaru yaru un kita epdi pazhagaraanganu paaru unmela irukara love la solran I think soon i ll leave u I guess shy chee nee thapaana ponnu thappu panra apdinu en manasula pathiya vachunu poidaran da... Nee thappu panra da.... Nan sona maathari nee love panala love ae ila na jus yaaru muliyamaavathu solidu... Plssssssssssssssss... Nee happy huh iruka enaku happiness vendaam intha sogam poganum plsssss... Am ready to throw u away completely but jus give the affirmation... And don't make feel bad that I made a wrong decision tat Is all am asking from u... Plsssssssssss

Current - April 2

Last post la mention pana ponnu nee thaandi nee maarita nan veenaa pogaran call me.., call me is and only If u trust me... It's been 3 months if still u think I ruined ur life jus tell me and move away... Plsss give me a yes or a no... Plssss I ll be happy watever decision u take....

Current - April 2

Morng ae epudidi fb vara naethi morng... Shy jus remove all ur pic from fb... Kenji kekaran enaku itha pannu... Plss I don't want ur pics online... Plssss am begging u....

Enaku mind la neraya kuzhapangal... Ena naan engayo tholachutan evlo thedinaalum kedaikamatengaran... Plssss enakaaga plsss enakaaga delete it plsss cartoon vachuko plssssss I beg u,,,,

I told u once ithu varaikum nee enoda muzhu love paarthathila... Am very sure nan unnai evlo love panranu paakarathuku nee enkuda irukanumnu avasiyam ae ila jus here I can do it... Am capable the thing is at least nee ithelaam padikarayaa padipayaanu kuda enaku theriyala apron epudi nan en love huh kaatrathu... ??? Plsss thayavu senju un photos del panitu Vera podu plsssss di plssss.... 

Inoru thought enanaa nee jan pesinathum, vs ku mail anupinathum paduchathuku apron I seriously have feel that u ditched me like anything and u are not regretting for it and started enjoying ur life and am wasting it... Even I wanna roam.., I want to have friends.... I want to love a girl who shows some courtesy... Some courage... Truth... And always be with me.... And will never leave me and go watever the situation she has to fyt along with me.,. Marry her and give her all my love... But the thing is enaku kalyanam nu onnu nadanthu nee cha wait panaama ipadi panitaanae nu nenachaa naan piece piece aagiduvan jus Unga veeta enaatharan enaatharanu sonayae apdi ena avangala emaathina ??? Enavo pannu... Naethi en class mate Manikandan phone panaan I thought it's u... :( jus marry soon shy... Yaravathu nalavanaa manasuku piduchuvanaa complete huh maari irukara unnai ethukaravanaa Unga caste la love panni kalyanam panikodi plsssss marry soon I beg u ithayavathu pannu... Plsss nan sagarandi... :( plsss plsss 

Tuesday, April 1, 2014

Current - April 1

Nan Enai emaathitu irukan shy tat u r reading all these things nu... Enai maathari Kenai paiyan Vera yaarumae iruka maataanga... Konja naal nan Enai panrathunu theriyala enakaa nee epo ithelaam paakaranu thonutho apo varan bye jus last huh onae onnu... Un fb profile pic paarka paarka enaku kobam engayo poguthu... Cha nan varan bye...

Current - April 1

I finished half of the second book in shiva trilogy... Thought of telling some important things but not in a mood shy... Bye

Monday, March 31, 2014

Current - mar 31

Enaku neraya solanumdi FB

ithu nama life la ilanaa evlo oru happy huh irunthurupome theriyumaa... Ofc vitu vanthu dress change panitu tablet la fake account login pani unudaya profile paarthan oru karumanum theriyala evrything is blocked... U can accept susai Vivian Imaya but not me ??? Nan enadi panan ??? Enatha pani tholachan ??? Un profile la onum theriyala but matha yaar yaar profile laam poranu unaku theriyumaa ??? Each and every single profile am watching and dying seeing ur like and comments starting from cash till u just can't imagine on whose profile and all am looking into... Yen enaku yen ithu can't u jus be happy with ur family alone in this phase jus with ur family ???? Not even ur frnds ??? Enaku yen itha panra ??? Enaku valikuthu Enai love panaamalae irunthurukalaamae di ;( 

Enaku valikuthu nan seri aagidum nu nenachan days aaga aaga valikuthu... U know yaarkitayum unnai pathi pesarathila ask pavi or vs or murali or anyone... Nee paarkarayaanu kuda theriyala... 

Amma kita pesarathae ila avangala pathi pesanaalae unaku pidikaathu theriyum ulagathula nee hate panra motha  person enga amma and the second one me... Yosi yosika ae maata jus yosi.... Ithaan mudivunaa jus tell to ur bro at least nee kuda pesavendaam inum orae oru vaati unaku ennai pidikala... Nee un vazhiya parthukonu orae oru vaati... But enaala ithu mudiyala... Enga amma rendu line ku mela enkita pesarathila... Enaku avlo kobam varuthu... Oru wild anger oda thaan 24 hrs um irukan yarayavathu aduchuduvan pola... Enga athigam pesinaa paiyan Avala pathi pesi kashtapaduvaanonu vachudavaa vachudavaanu ketkaraanga... Nee ithelaam anubavachuruka maata shy amma pakathula irunthu pesalanaalae evlo kashta paduva... Nan paarthu moonu maasam aaguthu... Rendu line thaan pesaraanganaa evlo kashtamaa irukum ?????

Fb la vivz comment like panrathu... Avan kuda ofc la pesarathu, Avanoda friendship renewal panathu... Ithelaam oru pakkam vei... Even u hate when I talk to certain ppl... Oru chocolate nan Kalai ku koduthathuku nan place aana anaiku epudi kochukita ??? Do u remember it ??? Unaku pidikaatha kaaryam unnai vitu moonu maasam aaguthu ethavathu pani irukanaa ??? Unnai hurt panra oru vishayam ??? Nee panra maathari nanum unaku pidikaathavanga nee un vaazhkaila yarkuda ena pazhaga kudaathunu nenaikarayo avanga kuda nan fb la friend veliya sutharathu likes comment laam panaa epudi shy feel panuva... Vidu enaku valikuthu... Enaku valikuthu... Nan neraya sola aasai padaran avlo veliya varuthu but I don't want to shy.... Enaku chee po apdi nu aagiduchu nee panrathelaam paarthutu...

Current - mar 41

Don't let the darkness to haunt and enter in u shy... Once it entered u r never gonna able to get it out of u... After that all u can think for the rest of ur life is... U shouldn't have let the darkness enter u at the first place... 

Nee kuzhambi iruka life will be smooth if our decisions are binary... Either yes or no, venum vendaa, piduchuruku pidikala... Jus sit and think shy how u want ur life to be... Un life la yaaru irukanumnu nenaikara ??? We both jus crossed one third of our life two third is remaining... Sorry it's upto u to decide...

Current - mar 31

Inerathuku enaku last weekend paithiyam piduchathelaam paarthurukalaam... Or may be nan enayae emaathitu irukalaam like u r seeing all this post nu... Inoru pakam nee intha post laam paarthaa first panra vishayamnae enkita oru periya list ae iruku... Going to look into ur fb ofc ku Vera kelambanum ummmmaaa  bye... Pls di theatre la irukara irutu kootam ithukae varaatha nee, public show nyt kootam I can't believe this shy... Nee maaritadi valikuthu... Unmmmma bye...

Sunday, March 30, 2014

Current - mar 30

I wondered en post laam paarthurupa irunthum epudi unaala profile pic athum enaku vidu atha poduvanu... It clearly shows u don't want me anymore in ur life and being friend with vivz confirms it shy... U ditched me... U clearly ditched me... Ena venaa paniko I made a promise to myself I gave my entire life to u and am not going to be back from it at any point of time... If u like to screw my life am ready... Screw it in all the way u can... 

Intha rendu naal yosichu paarthan... Enaala inoru ponnu kuda apadinu... But I can't it's oly u in my life... Nee epdi venaa iru... Nan itha enaikum sonathila ini sola maatanu nenaikaran... Unaku ipo irukara nelayula yaaravathu pidikalaam jus go ahead ena pathi nenaikavae maatanu enaku theriyum... Unga veetula paarthaalo ila neeyae paarthaalo seri... But entha keta perum eduthudaatha... U start ur life if u find the ryt person... 

But nee ilaama enaala iruka mudiyaathu I can't stop doing two things...

1. Loving u all my life...
2. Running behind u...

Nan nenachan unnaiyum un thoughts um thooki potutu enoda life en appa amma virupa padi nadakalaam... Nee oru azhuku nu nenachukalaamnu but en manasu othukala nan intha valiyae ethukaran daily un profile onumae theriyaatha un profile... Un profile pic... Unnai pathi naalu peru solrathu itha ketae saagaran...

Jus it's ur wish I wait till April 15th expecting any sort of direct contact by u... I promise I won't take advantage and I won't try to contact u... But I ll be very happy... Jus one time contact me and tell that u r mine and ask me to wait consider this 

http://tellingmypaintoshy.blogspot.com/2014/03/current-mar-29.html

Bye :)

Current - mar 30

U changed ur profile pic as soon as u saw this post... Tat too the one tat I hate the most is nt it shy ??? Pannu shy evlo mudiyutho pannu...

http://tellingmypaintoshy.blogspot.com/2014/03/current-mar-29.html


Lemme wait till April 15 hoping for the best... It's all upto u... :)

Saturday, March 29, 2014

Current - mar 29

This may be the last post from me to u I don't want to call u by any name... One of my friend called me tonight... I don't want to mention who it is... Asked me about me and my current status... I opened my heart and told still u r the one who is inside me... And how much it's paining and hurting me without you... My friend adviced me a lot and I dint hear anything... I was stubborn u r still the same and u r mine... U know wat enaku oru feel irunthuchu... Nee ithelaam padikara nee inum ena love panra... Enakaaga ethaiyum seiyva apadinu... Enaku theriyala ethanaala enaku apdi thonuchunu... But thonuchu that daily u r reading all these nu... But today u proved tat wrong... Or u r reading evrything am posting here and enjoying my pain...

Nee enaku nala friend huh iruntha, bayantha nama friendship love huh maarumonu ena thali vacha, but love huh maaruchu nama love panome... Nan enayae maranthu unai matumae yosichan, Vera etha pathiyum kavalai padala... Nee vizhuntha... Nanum vizhunthan... Rendu perum elaa limit aiyum thaandinome... Enakaga nee china vishayathuku laam kuda athigam yosichapo kuda nan elaa vishayamum unaku yosikaama nee nenaikaama nee ethir paarkaathapovae senjan... Oru chinna thayakam kuda ilaama elaamae senjan... Unaku theriyum... Unaku elaamae theriyum... Un mela entha korai yum solala it's done... But kadantha 8 months starting from June even from the beginning u lied to me... Chinna chinna vishayathuku kuda... And u started changing... Ipo kuda nee un buthi solrapadi nadakala un manasu solra padi nadakala u know wats wrong and wats right... Naan ivlovum menaketu panrathu elaamae oru chnna vishayathuku thaan naama onu seruvome nu oru nambikai... Ithu ethum kobathula ezhuthala... Anaiku epudi enga appa amma kita ithu yaarum ena force pani edutha mudivu ila ithu naanaa edutha suya mudivunu sonayo athae thaan nanum solran neeyavathu kobathula iruntha apadi pesina... But naan inaioda moonu maasam aaga poguthu thelivaa irunthan elaathaiyum alasi aaraanjan... Ovoru raathariyum oruthara oruthar avlo anuba vachome, manasu vitu athukaprome siruchu pesuvome... Unai nan avlo aravanachan unkita irunthu nan expect panathu elaamae 24 hrs Anbu... And noting else nee enkudavae irukanum till my death ithu matum thaan ethir paarthan kuda iruka mudiyaathu until we get married but at least antha feel kaaga enginan... Ena thavirthu ethulayum naatam seluthaatha enaku nee venum nee enkuda irukara feel kodu 24 hrs pesu ithu matum thaan ketan... Vera ethumae ketkala... But u ditched me seriously u ditched me last June... And athuku apron onu ila rendu ila oru kodi vaati... Nee enaku venum nu oru second vendaamnu oru second... Maru second venum... Evlo dialogues...  Elaamae nambinan nee vendaam solitu ponapovum nambinan enaikum Enai Kai vidamata enaku pidikaathathu panamatanu... Unakaaga nan elathaiyum thooki potan first relatives friends, then en kudumbam kadaisiyaa enga amma elaaraiyum thooki potan unakaaga elaaraiyum... But un kanuku athu theriyavae ila... Nee apo ena venumnu yosicha ipo kuda oru short term alpa santhosham...athukaaga thooki potutu othuritu poita... Ini naan ilanu mudivu panita... Apadiyae irukatum naanum valavalanu athigam pesala... Ivlo naal nee venumnu irunthan even now nee venumnu thaan irukan... But it's high time for me to decide...

The friend I mentioned above asked me to connect online... Nanga rendu perum online connect aanome and my friend shared their desktop screen with me logged into fb... Went into ur profile wowwwwww..... Gave me the control and asked me to see how u got changed... The first thing I scrolled and saw is ur group photo that u shared... Awesome and the first comment that I saw is from vivz and the first person to like it is u.... Wowww am impressed shy am really impressed... U know wat u told me watever it is after knowing tat he is bad u hate him completely and he is never gonna be ur friend... And If u accepted him am sure u would have started speaking with sharon... I have no prob enaku iruntha konja Nyanja nambikaiyum udachu thooki pota nee nenacha ponnu naan ila nanum apadi thaanu u proved... I have no heart to click on ur profile pic... Athula avan avan poturuka comment paarthu nan saaga virumbala... Jus scroll panan wowww enalaam pani irukinga epudi elaam life enjoy panranu paarthan enaku kobam ila... Nee epavum ivlo santhoshama iru ini unnai disturb panala... I saw the events I hope u went to that event with cash... May be with ur colleague and new frnds... Also saw ur may be on sakthilashmi's marriage event... Athuku mela enaala paarka mudiyala I asked to close then i ended up the call through which we got connected... Un friend list kuda poi paarkala... I don't want to see few names that I regret to see as ur friend... Ena kadupethanumnu nan verukara chinna vishayam kuda pani iruka maatanu nambaran... Harry sonapo kuda nan nambala tat u told him tat u started speaking with vivz... Enaku etha pathiyum ini kavalai ila nee maarita... And nan unaku vendaamunu enaku clear huh prove panita.. Nan en vazhi paarthunu pogaran... Nan neraya iruku sola but elaamae waste ena nan prove pananum unkitanu ini avasiyam ila... Unaku venungratha panu... Jus fb nu oru vishayam ilanaa nama life epudi irunthurkumnu yosichu paaru...

Before leaving nan oru chinna vishayam and one last try pana virupa padaran... 

Read this...
Possessiveness comes when there is a fear of losing a loved one...
And not becos they don't trust u...
But becos they can't imagine a life without u...

I was all alone here leaving u there... Enaku theriyum parents friends elaathukum mela nan virumbina ponnu elaariyum vitutu inga irunthathu enaku theriyum...

Nan athigam pesala am really really sorry... After going through ur fb and the things that I have heard from my friend... Am very sure am no more into ur life... I know Monday morng the first thing u do ll be reading this post and its 31st...

If u really love me... If u really want me in ur life... If u really trust me... If u think am a righteous person... If u die to live with me the rest of ur life... Without any hesitation etha pathiyum yosikaama contact me before April 15... Am giving u solid 15 days... I don't want to beg... En manasula irukarathum solran... Intha nodi vara unnai thavara Vera inoruthavala kanavo nenavo iravo plagal I nan nenachathila... Unkita thaan nan ena elaa vagayulum ezhanthan... Unakaaga thaan nan elaam ezhanthan... It's upto u now... Unnai pirunju nan pata kodumaiyaana vali enaku matum thaan theriyum.. Nan pata oru second avasthaiya kuda nee enkuda adutha 7 life irunthaalum thirupi thara mudiyaathu...

And I promise u... On or before April 15th enaku call oh msg oh mail oh ila yaar muliyamaavo etho oru vagayula... Jus one thing... "I still love u, wait for me, I promise u we will be together" itha convey panidu this is wat I like to hear from u... If not nan unnai muzhusaa azhuchitu en life paarka aarambichudarab... And the promise... Ithu varaikum nee ena entha vishayathukum nambinathu ila but I ll never break my promise... Nee ena contact panatha nan engayum epavum yaarkitayum solamatan... Entha santharpathulayum... Jus a text or mail or call or thru someone convey these lines.... Vanthaa elaa valiyum poruthunu wait panran... Varalanaa ini un vaazhkaila Ena pathi oru vishayam unaku theriyaathu... Entha santharpathulayum unnai disturb pana maatan neeyaa nenachaa kuda... Sathyamaa solran neeyaa April 15 apron nenachaa kuda nama sera mudiyaathu... Nan evlo getikaaranu unaku theriyaathu...

I always loved, loving and will love u...
I also was running behind u the from the first day I met u, but now am done it's upto u to decide whether u want me to run behind u... Or away from u... Am prepared for both... Nee yes sonaalum ok no sonaalum ok... Make the ryt decision and stick to it... Nee entha alavuku othuritu maaritanu enaku inaiku purunjuthu... Jus kaasu panam caste elaam ipo vanthathu... See the love tat we had before all these... U decide... With lots of expectations from u... Bye...

Friday, March 28, 2014

Current - mar 28

Spoke with bakya she herself spoke all of a sudden... She enquired me my work everything, last time wen I was at home during Diwali her dad called me ena investment laam pananum athelaam sonaaru... Salary vanga aarambichathum save pananum athelaam sonaaru so I asked her to tell that I am making investment and those details... Later she asked me how s ur gf... I told things are really fuzzy for the moment... She asked me why what hapnd I told my parents spoke but everything went bad... She told everything will be alright I said yes I too hope the same and oly with that belief am living... I told her I got to go and left...

Current - mar 28

This is ur Micy shy see it 


Everyone in room is slept am just holding ur pen stand and sitting in the dark crying... Enaku valikuthudi enaku valikuthu ovoru vaatiyum unudaya photo fb la paarkarapovum enaku avlo valikuthu... Ena kanula irunthu Thani vazhiyuthu unaala thaan naan ivlo week aanan unakaaga matumae irunthan... If I throw u do u think I don't have a life to live ??? But I don't want to even think of tat shy.... Tats the simple reason u r sleeping happily under ur roof with all confidence I ll do noting tat spoils ur image, I ll do noting tat irritates u, I ll never do things that hurts u, above all I ll never ever leave u or our relationship... Unakaaga thaan ivlo kashtamum valiyum enjoy pannu... Nalaa iru... Daily antha photo un fb profile la paarthu paarthu saagaran...


Jus give a thought abt it... If fb doesn't exist think how our life would have Been.... I think it's oly bcos of tat u r going to loose me and our love... Enjoy unaku puriyaathu... The promises that u made... The oaths that u took... The belief that I had on u... The way I worshipped u... My god bye 

Thursday, March 27, 2014

Current - mar 27

U know wat u stupid... Today wen I swiped off my card at the machine... When I touched the door of our office... My phone vibrated usually I won't mind... But today I took it and checked... It displayed " fill it here with ur name except h and the followed by ur first three letters of ur name sent you a request to join" for a moment I thought it's u I said YES FINALLY to myself I thought u convinced ur parent, I thought finally u understood our love u realised everything and gave me the friend request... I swiped the notification to open... For my great dissapointment it's someone else oly then I noticed that name missed the letter 'h' and she sent the request to join Rgcet group... Enaku evlo theriyumaa valichuthu... Unaku puriyaathu... Sathyama puriyaathu ipadiyae iru... Ipadiyae enna kolu... Dunno wats my destiny... Whether u ll be... Noting bye :)

Current - mar 27

Nee matum pothum shy enaku Vera ethum vendaam its paining a lot nowadays plssssss enaala intha vali mudiyala plsssssss ovoru second um unakaaga matum thaan plsssss

Current - mar 26

Am not sure whether it happened in the past but unnai matumae nenachunu nan irupan shy... Nee ena panaalum unaala inoruthavana virupapato katayaathin perilo ethuka mudunjaalum unai matumae nenachunu nan irupan I promise.... 






Wednesday, March 26, 2014

Current - mar 26

I got rating today... It's 4... 5 they won't give and am the only one who got for my hard work... If u were with me I would have achieved even more... Yaarkitayum solala inaiku thaan confirm aachu sign off panan form huh... Enoda va shy nee ilaatha vaazhkai enaku pudikala Enai pidikaama nee seiyara seyalgal enaku pidikala... Nama life huh konjamaathu yosi unkita thaan first solran... Vera yarkitayum solala inimel thaan but I already know... Inaiku thaan confirm aachu... Enaku nee venum ammu... Don't ever think of someone or something else... Enaala mudiyala shy... Santhoshamae ila... Nee vanthaa enaku elaamae vantha maatharidi... Enaala mudiyala it's getting worse day by day... Unaku ena namba mudiyalala ??? Enaala unaku prachanai varumunu nenaikarayaa ???? Really enaala unaku prachanai varumaa ???? Ena prachanai elaamae yosi ena solution nu paaru jus athuvaaa nadakumnaa it won't happen... Typing this from ofc system bye

Current - mar 26

Post on MEEN... U know wat shy after u left me alone I had none to whom I can share my sorrow or feel or anything tat matters me... Yaarumae ila... Jus meen was there... Nan ethumae ithu naal varaikum avanga kita sonathila... Avanga apo apo soluvanga nan elaamae unkita solran but nee enkita solamaata but athukelaam nan feel panamatan elaam seri aagidum jus be confident un life laam super huh irukunu nu soluvanga daily shy after 10:30 in the nyt and morg by 10 one hr pesaama thoonga maatanga... I feel bad shy... And after u told I never took her in bike except one day to McD it's around 1.8 kms from her hostel Vera epovum kuptu ponathila either in auto or in bus we ll be going.... Nan pesalanaa avlo kadupaagiduvanga saapda maatanga avanga amma kita Annan kita kobatha kaatu vanga juram vanthudum... Oru naal nan ping panan 10 mins kaluchu reply pananaga... Enaku kadupaagi pesala she gave 42 full phone calls until I attend it... And last week the same hapnd and see the chat tat she made


I really feel bad enaku kuda ithu maathari oruthavanga porakalayae nu...

Shy enaku nee venum shy intha post Ethuku podaraanaa i took her once in bike... So oly... Pls don't react nee react panrathuku podala... Unkita elaathaiyum solran am telling this too... 


Enaku nee venum enaala nee ilaama mudiyala call me... I know today u ll be enjoying with pavi and her frnds am very much bothered abt it... But as u know u do watever u want to hurt me... Lemme die in pain but pls do call me as soon as u read any of my chats... Bye... 

Current - mar 26

Post on MEEN... U know wat shy after u left me alone I had none to whom I can share my sorrow or feel or anything tat matters me... Yaarumae ila... Jus meen was there... Nan ethumae ithu naal varaikum avanga kita sonathila... Avanga apo apo soluvanga nan elaamae unkita solran but nee enkita solamaata but athukelaam nan feel panamatan elaam seri aagidum jus be confident un life laam super huh irukunu nu soluvanga daily shy after 10:30 in the nyt and morg by 10 one hr pesaama thoonga maatanga... I feel bad shy... And after u told I never took her in bike except one day to McD it's around 1.8 kms from her hostel Vera epovum kuptu ponathila either in auto or in bus we ll be going.... Nan pesalanaa avlo kadupaagiduvanga saapda maatanga avanga amma kita Annan kita kobatha kaatu vanga juram vanthudum... Oru naal nan ping panan 10 mins kaluchu reply pananaga... Enaku kadupaagi pesala she gave 42 full phone calls until I attend it... And last week the same hapnd and see the chat tat she made


I really feel bad enaku kuda ithu maathari oruthavanga porakalayae nu...

Shy enaku nee venum shy intha post Ethuku podaraanaa i took her once in bike... So oly... Pls don't react nee react panrathuku podala... Unkita elaathaiyum solran am telling this too... 


Enaku nee venum enaala nee ilaama mudiyala call me... I know today u ll be enjoying with pavi and her frnds am very much bothered abt it... But as u know u do watever u want to hurt me... Lemme die in pain but pls do call me as soon as u read any of my chats... Bye... 

Past - mar 24

On mar 24 I updated one pic in fb, my profile pic, taken on Sunday mar 23, I was crying sitting in coffe day with friends, and I wiped it with tissue... And asked them to take a pic... By smiling... I want u to c it shy... U see it... After crying how my face looks wen I smile... :) none figured it out... In the other half It is visible so oly I cropped it for one half... ;((((((((

Current - mar 26

I love u so much shy... Enaala nee ilaama iruka mudiyala u made me week... In the entire team am the one is going to get the highest rating... But next time I won't am fully into this blog... Am fully thinking u... Every second di... Morng ezhunthathum antha cow eduthu ula almirah la vaipan... Then ezhuthu skipping eduthunu maadiku poitu unnai nenachunae kuthipan unaku ena perfect huh kodukanum shy girls don't like their guy to be a body builder but stamina is must nu therunjukitan then push-ups 3 set panuvan... Pull-ups pana bar ila... Then kila vanthu amma kevaru kambu athelaam oru 12 ithu potu oru maavu thanthaanga atha paalula kalanthu kothika vaipan kothikara gap la brush panitu vanthu cup la oothitu kudipan methayula I mean in balcony I ll take daily by listening to those two songs mungil thottam and enga pona rasa... I love kanodu kadhal vanthaal even u like it but I dunno why u don't want me to listen to it... So intha rendu song un rendu vaati odum... Either intha rendu song bed la tablet video parthunu kudipan or in balcony... Apron meen kita irunthu call varum... Then iron panuvan daily nenaipan ipadi iron panrapo kuda ivala nenaikarome Ava namala konjamaavathu nenachu paarpaalaanu... Then 30 mins unnai matumae nenachunu book padipan whatever the book is vara main character la unnaiyum ennaiyum vachu padipan... Then cab driver call panuvan... Panitu kulichutu kila povan... Cab will be waiting oly me... Door ethitu ac potutu kana mudi yosipan ipo ena panuva namala pathi nenaikamaatanu valikum... Yaar kuda pesitu irupaa engayavathu veliya poirupaalaa... Apadinu... Then ofc povan ponathum blog login... Unaku ethavathu post eluthuvan then mail check panitu saapda kelambiduvan... Summer la ipo after lunch taking butter mil... Then lobby ku povan there will be sitting for half an hour two clk ula poitu irukara velai laam paarpan... Then evng lobby poitu half an hour utkaanthunu irupan... Unnai pathi matum thaan shy mind yosikum I got ample time to spend with u... Ithaan enjoy panra vayasu and time.. Elaarum pair pair huh utkaanthunu irupaanga.. Nee en pakathula iruka maatiyaanu enguvan... Then ula poitu velai paarpan evng ethavathu unaku post panuvan... Then velai and nyt dinner saptutu cab eri veetuku varuvan by 9:40 I ll be at home and before 10 I should call mom or she will call to everyone... I should tell her wat I had in morng aftnun and for dinner without forgetting but enaku elaam maranthudum diner matum soluvan... Then ofc epdi pochu avanga enalaam panaanganu soluvanga she very we'll know that am least bothered and am thinking only abt u... Jus 6-7 mins call then thoongunu soluvanga... Inga elarum samachu saapduvaanga.. Nan athukula almirah la irunthu cow pen stand eduthu vachupan... Then either I ll draw something thinking abt u... Or I ll watch serial or I ll read book or I lk read some programming book... Nyt 2 ku thaan thookam varum... Elarum thoongiduvaanga... And inside bed sheet I lk see ur photos I ll huh my pillow will keep the phone in the table and will sleep holding the cow pen stand ithaan shy un Micy... And three time vs murali Kalai abhi ku marakaama gudny gudmorng gudaft gudevng sorry four wishes anupiduvan... Shy enaku nee venumdiiiii shy kutty shy en chelaam dash kutty vada pls da I beg u shy plsss as soon as u read any of these posts pls do call me shy... I know u ll wats taking u so long to open and read this blog dint u recieve my mail ???? Pls god athu avaluku poi irukanum plsssss.... Ava ithelaam padikanum... Ummmmmaaq in ur forehead ummmmaaa in ur eyes in ur cheek in ur lips ummmmaaa in ur ears ummmmmaaq everywhere unmmmmmmaaaaaaa ammu kutty aaati kutty ummmmaaa buju kutty ummma pani kutty ummmmaaa yanai kutty... Ummmaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa tasty dog ummmma.... Batharamaa iru... Nee enaku thaan...

Current - mar 26

I thought u completely changed shy... I thought u are expecting me to be ur side... I thought u r holding some feelings for me... I thought u ll be mine forever... I thought u r returning back... I thought u r talking steps to achieve it... But at every turn I am getting dissapointment oly... I saw u liking neetu pro pic... And u made all ur posts private... Evrythng u share is private... Evrything u put there in fb is private... U r still posting and sharing stuffs... I badly want u to read all this posts once in ur lifetime... I know u ll never be this much mad abt me... While reading all these jus think once... "Ivan namakaaga ethayum seiyvaanaa ??? Namala nalaa paathupaanaa ivaloda best ila betr ila atleast ivanoda Gud huh oruthavan namaku kedaipaana entha ponukaavathu kedaipaaanaanu yosi... I think today ur lunch ll be at pavi's office... Heard u r more often visiting there... Ena solrathu onumae ila enaku saaganum Vera ethum vendaam enaku saaganum... I hate this... Enaku saaganum.... Nan azhuthunu irukan di... Nee ilaatha life enaku pidikala... Amma appa kula china sandai vanthapo kuda unkita thaandi polambanan... Elaamae share panan... Elaamae... Kashtam vanthaa santhoshamaa irunthaa unmadi thaanadi thedinan enaku yen di itha panra irukara apo arumai theriyala... Enaikum unnai vida maatan mayiru nee enaku thaan... But I don't want u to take advantage over it... Enaikaarunthaalum nee enaku thaanu solrathaala let him wait athuvaa ethavathu nadakumnu nee wait panrathu waste...

Tuesday, March 25, 2014

Past - mar 24

On mar 24 I updated one pic in fb, my profile pic, taken on Sunday mar 23, I was crying sitting in coffe day with friends, and I wiped it with tissue... And asked them to take a pic... By smiling... I want u to c it shy... U see it... After crying how my face looks wen I smile... :) none figured it out... In the other half It is visible so oly I cropped it for one half... ;((((((((

Current - mar 25

Today's chat... I was so depressed and the question came... I have some 5 frnds in ofc in total... And meen left to pondy today... The rest 4...


Current - mar 25

After a longtime I opened my closed folder shy... I saw the screenshots of ur fb profile tat ppl has sent all those comments ur pics.. Likes... My god epdidi enaku itha pana ???? Unaala epdi mudinjuthu enaku valikumnu theriyum nan saavanu unaku theriyum apron epudidi ??? Enaku valikuthu en atha open pani paarthan theriyala un photos kuda paarkarathila... I mean pazhaya photos nee ena paarka allow pana photos... In entire fb account ena matum block pani irupala ???? Cha 

Current - mar 25

Hi ammu morng vanthathum unkita thaan pesanumnu thonuthu ena karumamo theriyala inaiku romba happy... Morng horoscope la enaku piduchavanga... En entire life enkuda irukaporavanga enkuda pesuvanga surprise huh iruka poguthunu three app la poturuku... At least pm kuda close huh irunthurunthaa... Pls nan call la wait panran wen u put conf. Nan oru vaarthai kuda pesamatan jus I want to hear her voice nu soli irukalaam it's my fate u guys enjoy... Last time ae for someone's bday u were planning for some conf call nan pm kita 11 I clk mathari wish panitu switch off panitu thoongidaran... :) I ll never ever disturb u shy... Unless u expect me to disturb u... :) nee ilaatha life kashtamaa iruku shy... Ovoru nodiyum... The nagas padikarapo... Leave bye ;'(

Current - mar 24

This are the things I got today... Yesterday I put this but failed now oly checking... Neraya pesanum di... Got hell lot of pics u ll love... But I don't wanna put my identity here... It's not tat I care wat others think... Nan epavumae unnai pathi matum thaan think pani irukan unnai mathavaa ena nenaipaanu thaan yosichurukan... :( 






Current - mar 24

This are the things I got today... Yesterday I put this but failed now oly checking... Neraya pesanum di... Got hell lot of pics u ll love... But I don't wanna put my identity here... It's not tat I care wat others think... Nan epavumae unnai pathi matum thaan think pani irukan unnai mathavaa ena nenaipaanu thaan yosichurukan... :( 






Sunday, March 23, 2014

Current - mar 23

Thidirunu oru thought shy... Cts siruseri nu aduchaen in fb nee irukiyaanu paarka jus load aaga maatenguthu :(((((( laptop um ila... :((( mathavanga laptop la athelaam theda un name adika pidikala... Romba valikuthu shy....

Oru kashtam nee photo podarathu... Elaar wall um like panrathu comment panrathu... Ithelaam ipo pazhagiduchu enna naanae epdi kashta paduthikalam Vera etha nenachaa valikum apdingra stage poitan pola ..  Yen shy itha panra ??? ;(((( enaala mudiyala unai nerula paarthaa plssss nama rendu perum sethudalaamnu kaalula vilunthu kenjuvan sathyamaa shy ithaan ketpan nee sethutu enaala nimathiyaa irukamudiyaathu, nee saagamaata athuvum enakaaga... Unnai konutu enaala uyiroda iruka mudiyaathu... Nee uyiroda irunthu naan sethaalum en soul nimathiyaavae irukaathu... Ena panraa fb frnds marriage ithelaam thaan sethathuku apromum odum...

Nee itha padikarapo enakaaga azhu nalaa azhu ithaan naan ithaan un Micy unaku theriyum nee enaku evlo valuable nu unaku theriyum jus enaku nee padikarapo call pannu nalaa azhuthu mudichutu call pannu nan pesaran... Nan chennai landline la irunthu vara elaa call and ethaavathu unknown number vanthaa thirupi call adichu ketkarathu... Ithae pozhapaa thaan irukan... Enaku nee venum avlo thaan... Puthu number la irunthu call varapolaam... Un voice ketka aasaiyaa iruku... U know kana mudi naan un kural ketkanumnu nenachaa I can able to feel ur voice out of one crore voice I can identify urs epo venaalum... Enaku call pannu enaiku parkarayo anaiku if u really value our love, ur family, if u do believe in ur baba call me shy... Naan wait panran nee itha paarkara varaikum but paarthathum azhuthutu call me jus 2 mins avlo thaan shy un entire lifetime la jus 2 mins enaku kodu shy... Plssss plssss di... Nee ena solrayo seiyaran but enkita pesu...


Current - mar 23

Enaku intha life pidikala enaku nee venum ena panuvayo ethu panuvayo... Enaku nee venum... Enaala itha thaanga mudiyala thookam ilaama... Saapadu saapdaama... Santhoshamae ilaama... Oru kashtatha sola mudiyaama... Samthoshatha share pana mudiyaama... Santhoshamnu onu ila en life la... Elaathukum mela unnai pathi mathavanga solrathu ketunu... Nee veliya pora... New frnds... Activities la changes... Nambalanaalum enaku ithelaam ketkavae aruvarupaa kashtamaa iruku... Onu solran unnai namabalanaa nee kevalamaanavanu nenachutu irunthaa... If u think like unnai b**** third rate cheap girl sonathu naan mean pani irunthaa I won't die like this... Un fb my god enaku nee venum oru second kuda waste panaatha after reading this... Love panrapo buthi enga pochu... ??? We started it was awesome enaala unudaya ilamaiyaiyum enudaya ilamaiyaiyum waste pana manasu othuka maatenguthu thayavu senju ena panalaamnu paaru...

Yesterday by 4:30 I slept I mean today morng... 8 o clk oru kanavu... On pavi bday elaarum conference padaraanga... Nee santhoshama pesara u know am in call nee vs smali murali avi elaarum irukome but nan pesavae ila nan irukan... Naama pirunju time antha enam ethumae ila nan phone vachunu thudikaran apadi elunthutan... Dunno how long that dream went enaku ithu matum thaan nyaabagam iruku....

I don't deserve it... U don't deserve it... We don't deserve it... Thayavu senju enkita va at least in a blind belief come to me... Nan nalaa paarthupanu... Santhoshama vachupanu... Elaa fun um kedaikumnu... Nee naan nama kuzhanthai elaarum happy huh irupome me oru nambikai vai... First of all talk to me... Unga veetula solitu kuda pesu... Ithelaam padikara anaiku avan enakaaga wait panraan enoda feeling elaam paduchutu veetula sollu... Nee enudayathu avanga unnai vachurukarathu thappunu sollu... Enaku nee venum un family huh emaathunu nan enaikum sonathila solanum matan... Nee ethum maraika vendaam jus fight... Give a strong fight be determined and never turn back... Illa nan thaan thappu nu nenachaa at least enkitayavathu nee enakila  enaikum enakilanu clear huh puriya vei... Enaala mudiyala... Amma kita pesi two weeks aaga poguthu elaaraiyum saagadikaran... Pothum I stop this here...

Current - mar 23

U know nan innum thoongala thookam varala... One thing is certain tat u r not reading any posts here...

1. U dint call me or tried to give any sort of response...
2. By ur fb activities...

Nan inaiku yen thoongala yen inum mulichunu irukan yen thookam varala enna kavalai nu yosichu paarthan... And I got the answer it's bcos I saw u liking the recent posts made my others wishing for their bday... U promised me shy u ll never use fb, and it's not tat I asked u urself doesn't like it, and u also promised tat oly after our marriage u ll start using urs or mine to post photos of us being happy together... Nama intha nelamaiku vanthathu nee enaikum sona vaarthaiya kaapaathathu thaan.. Naanaa ketka maatan neeyaa soluva and unaala pana mudiyaathu... Leave nan avathi padanumnu iruku... Padaran... Saagaran... Ipo evlo thudikaran theriyumaa ??? Ryt now ipo manasula enaiku Iva ivaloda next pic podu vaa ena comments varum namaku evlo valikum nama ena aaguvome atha paarthutu ithaan oduthu... Ena vitu velagarathuku munaadi Unga veetula nama vishayam theriyarathuku munaadi unaala online ae vara mudiyaathu but ipo :) 24hrs sorry enjoy who am I to talk all these... ;( porandu porandu padukaran come on aiyoooo namaloda pen stand Kai la thaan iruku nee en pakathula paduthutu iruka feel... Lemme hug u and smooch... ;((((( Tata bye :)

Current - mar 23

Intha photo paaru shy enaku romba pidichu irunthuthu... Ithula antha parrot... Parrot ila but a girl...


Saturday, March 22, 2014

Current - mar 21

U forgot to like neet's mar 17 profile pic wen u see this post kindly like it :@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@

Current - mar 22

Yesterday I put something in fb and Harry liked it... Am sure he would have talked abt tat to u... In indirect way... Or someone else or if u were using fake account u urself would have came to know... Lemme explain it... It's jus for a little fun


I posted this... Many many many dint comment here but my phone flooded with texts and two three calls asking for tat someone... Actually it's noting but... This...



So stay cool.... Enaikaarunthaalum nee enaku thaan... And one thing very sure naan unaku thaan... Unnai thavira Vera yaarukum edam ila....

Try to find the meaning of this....

Main tumhe bhool jaon yeh ho nahi sakta ... aur tum mujhe bhool jao yeh main hone nahi doonga...

;) love u...



Current - mar 21

Unnai matumae thaan nenachunu irukan...
Unaku pidichathu matum thaan panran... Pidikaatha oru vishayam panala...

Ivlo periya phone la kaasu koduthu intha rendu song matum vaanginan... Free huh ethalaam but I bought original songs... Unaku puriya vaikanum how mad I am over u... Jus rendae song... And no video nothing... C it urself...






Current - mar 21

U forgot to like neet's mar 17 profile pic wen u see this post kindly like it :@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@

Friday, March 21, 2014

Current - mar 21

Yendi kolara... Now I got a strange dream.. U changed ur google pic to ur two eyes and in sleep my eyes started shedding tears and I woke up... Enoda elaa pain um solran... I got up switched on the laptop and posting it... En manasu valikara vali irukae... U changed ur profile pic to the one that podhi gave ryt before blocking me... Apadi enadi unaku naan panan unayae nenachunu irunthathu thapaa ??? Unmaiyaa irunthaa pidikaathula ??? Pazhaganumaa anybavachamaa pirinjamaa thaan set aagumla cha... Apadi nenaikaravalaa irunthaa ena yen di accept pana cha... Saagara vali valikuthu.. ;(

Thursday, March 20, 2014

Current - mar 19 - very very very very important

Podhum shy... Nan amma kita pesi inaioda 6 days aaga poguthu... U know wat from the day I came to Pune... Everyday sharp 10 if I dint call her she will call me before going to bed... And unkita konja naal sandai potunu wen we were togethr kobatha avanga mela pesaama irupan... Ipo nee velagi poita enaala atha ethuka mudiyala I know u r not my mine and u r no more u clearly stated that in vs's mail... Amma kita marupadiyum Nepal poitu vanthu kenjinan enaala Ava ilaama iruka mudiyalanu... Enna enapaa pana solara... Etharunthaalum solu panranu sonanga enaku kashtamaa iruku Ava ilaatha life pidikala enaku yen itha panaa... Ena maathunga enaala thudika mudiyala... Enaku Ava venum but disturb panidaathinga avalanu sonan... Vachutan kobathula... Then avangalum pesala nanum pesala...

Unoda friend sorry u ll refer him oly has ur class mate told that u were sharing photos taken with ur friends and ur friends are tagging u in the group photos u took with them... I got shocked... Nan Nepal ponan even saw everest but still haven't uploaded single pic and asked others also not to upload any pics since it may hurt u... But nee ??? And avan solrathayum nan namba maatan I am trusting u more than anyone in this world... And I stopped talking with him... The thing is never do such a things... Even if u r not mine don't do things that I never wanted u to do in my dream also... U know enaala un fb account la rajni dialogue thavirthu Vera ethumae paarka mudiyaathu... Nalaa purunjuko shy the day I ll be the happiest person is the day wen u at least call me and say hello un shy pesaran I love u.... The next thing that can make me happy is the day u deactivate all ur fb account.. But I know it's tough ur family will question u... But at least u can be without logging into it and scrap all ur photos from fb... At the most jus u can delete all ur pics and jus login logout and nothing else no likes no comment no share.... Itha enaiku nadakutho anaiku u can see ur Micy happy shy.... Really nee jus login panitu time spend panitu logout panitaa nan avlo santhoshamagiduvan without ur pics :((((((((((((((((((( jus remove ur pic and put some cartoon shy as soon as u read this.... Am begging u....

The important one... Ithu unnai neeyae ketuko shy...

1. Nan en manasuku throgam panaama irukanaa ???
2. Enaala Micy huh maranthutu elaathaiyum othuritu inoruthavan kuda(enaku solavae aruvarupaa iruku) santhoshamaa iruka mudiyumaa???
3. Micy ena maranthuduvaanaa ???
4. Avan enaku throgam panuvaanaa, ena santhoshama avanaala vachuka mudiyumaa, Micy Aala enaku elaam pana mudiyumaa ???
5. Micy inoru ponna love panrathayo kalyanam panrathayo, avan inoru ponnuku kuda santhoshama irukaratha enaala thaangika mudiyumaa ??? Athu nadanthaa enaku onum feel aagathaa ??? 

Itha matum unnai neeyae ketuko find the answers for it practically antha 5 question ku rendu solution thaan...

1. Enaala iruka mudiyum...
2. Not oly in this birth for the rest of the birth intha throgatha Micy ku enaala seiya mudiyaathu enaala ithelaam thaanga mudiyaathu...

And if ur solution is solution2 it's high time u think wat u r going to do to achieve it... Ethaavathu nadakumnaa sathyamaa nadakaathu ivlo manasa maathinavangaluku athuku mela nan ethum solala....

But if ur answer is solution 1 jus stick to it all I want is gimme the slightest hint tat u want the solution 1 so that It's hard to forget u... I try hard not to have ur thoughts for 24*7 and go ahead with my life... En life huh azhuchuta with ur decisions and thru the final speech tat u gave... Jus enga amma appa huh kola pana virumbala....

Jus think in all world... Avanoda lover jus fb la new account open panaa... Photo potu vachurukaanu Avala paarka 1500 km on the next 2 hrs la yaar kelambuvaanganu... Tats the love I had on u... Tats the way I know to show my love wen u r away from me.... Yosi nala mudivaa edu paduchathum call me... I know nee itha padikarapo nee enna complete huh maranthutu irupanu... Or padikavae maata... But If u did without any hesitation call me... ;(((((


Wednesday, March 19, 2014

Current - mar 19

Nan neraya solanum... But things that u are doing are irritating me... Unkita and romba mukiyamaana vishayam onnu solanum... Apart from my pain... Nanga veedu kata porathu... Nan Nepal poitu vanthathu... Ithelaam thavirthu but nee padika porathila ithelaam padikarathila... Enaku kadupaaguthu ipolaam inga post ezhutha pidikalangratha thaan athigam solran and enaku un photo fb la cha suthamaa pidikala enaku avlo kobam varuthu but u r very beautiful in it... Prev photo kae elaarum anushka maathari irukanu comment panaanga... Valikuthudi.... Ithuku enalaam potaanganu nan screenshot laam anupa vendaamnu solitan... Ppl told tat I ll die if I see the comment tat guys made on that on u..... Yen di enaku itha panra ????????? ;((((((((

Tuesday, March 18, 2014

Past - sep 13 2013

Padidi veetuku vanthu enga amma ku kuda call panala padi elathaiyum paduchutu... Ipo enaku ennai pani irukanu yosi... Evlo nambinan cha... Enai konu thooki potutu ponna... Padi neeyae padi intha karmam elaathaiyum delete panitu irupa ipo athu padi... Ethu unmai ethu reality yaar venum yaar fake elaamae neeyae kelu... 


Jus copy the entire post to a word document replace shy with ur first 3 letter of ur name or else this post will confuse u....



From: Shy @cts.com [mailto:Shy @cts.com
Sent: Tuesday, August 20, 2013 4:27 PM
To: Micy
Subject: i know nothing can impress you now

 

Idhu oru paiyan avan aaluku ezhudhinadhu enala girl boy ku ezhudhinaa madri edit panna mudila think that I have written this for u………………….

இறக்கும் நேரத்திலும் களங்கம்  இன்றி

விழி வளர்க்கும் காதலை பிரிய

இமை மூடி வானம் மறைக்கிறேன் 

அன்பை காதலாய் கொடுத்த என் என்னவள்

என்னை இழந்துசிரிக்கவும் மறந்து ,

தைரியமின்றிஉறவுகளை துறக்கும்

அவள் மெய்யறிவை மங்கச் செய்த

என் அன்பு  மன்னிக்க முடியாத 

பெரும் குற்றம்

என் குற்றத்தை எண்ணி

ஆழ்நிலையில் என்றுமே நிலைத்து

இனி நான் உறங்க போகிறேன்,

உன் வலியை புரிந்துக்கொள்ள முயலாமல்

வர்ணிக்க முடியாது

பெரும் வலியை  எதிர்நோக்கி ஏற்கிறேன்

 

 

From: Micy [mailto:Micy@atos.net
Sent: Friday, September 06, 2013 3:08 PM
To: Shy (Cts)
Subject: RE: i know nothing can impress you now

 

I know I cant make ur life happy… I know u wont even try… but still its like my wife is doing things and breaking my heart… Enakunu yaarum ila enga amma kita yethuku sonan unga veetula therunjuduchu unga anan ku enga veetulayum theriyshy m… and more over enakunu yaarumae ila except u… no friends nothing… naethu un photo paarathathum veetuku kuda pogala… enga amma ku phone adichu enaku yaarum ila ma unkita than elaathaiyum solshy m.. avaluku enai pidikum unkita enga vishy atha solitshy  avaluku kobam… ila vera ethavathu irukashy  enaku theriyala… enaku avlo kashtama iruku… neeyum ithelaam ketkaama vitudaatha nan kojam neram polambaran kelunu sonan… I was telling how happy we were which made me feel better… then she told shy  will talk to her… ethum panaathinga.. pesaathinga… apadinu that’s it… naan evlo unmaiya irukan… sorry ithaan nadanthuthu… naan pana vendaam sonan. Nalaiku avanga kalyana naal 7 September but she is unhappy… its 25thanniversary… avangala wish pshy … wish my dad and u can earn ur points… if u think she disturbed u… I ask her not even to try calling u….

 

 

From: Shy (Cts) 
Sent: Friday, September 06, 2013 4:12 PM
To: 'Micy'
Subject: RE: i know nothing can impress you now

 

Enala pesa mudiyadhu thatha keela vizhundhutaru brain la blockage………… operation adhu idhunu pesitu irukanga…….3 months ku veetla atha athimber nu vandhutu poitu irupanga dhayavusenju amma ko enako call panidadha un kaalula vizharan plllllllllllllllllllll………… Am totally locked now…….. office vandha dhaan free…….. pl pl pl pl pl pl pl pl pl pl pl pl nan veetla irukumbodhu msh oh phone oh panidadha un kaalula vizharan……… just edha irundhalum send it to my office id……… pllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll…………

 

 

From: Shy @cts.com [mailto:Shy @cts.com
Sent: Friday, September 06, 2013 4:16 PM
To: Micy
Subject: FW: i know nothing can impress you now

 

 

Btw I tried wishing her but she is not in a position to accept my wish avanga kashta patanaga appo wish panna mudila………… neraya thappu panran  unga elarukum kashtam enala  cha

 

 

From: Micy [mailto:Micy@atos.net
Sent: Friday, September 06, 2013 4:32 PM
To: Shy (Cts)
Subject: RE: i know nothing can impress you now

 

If th outing is the thing u dint reply to mail u could have replied to my txts 
when can I call u ??/

 

 

From: Shy @cts.com [mailto:Shy @cts.com
Sent: Friday, September 06, 2013 4:35 PM
To: Micy
Subject: RE: i know nothing can impress you now

 

dont deactivate ur fb stay in touch with ppl don’t ignore any1 for my sake

 

 

From: Micy [mailto:Micy@atos.net
Sent: Tuesday, September 10, 2013 2:26 PM
To: Shy (Cts)
Subject: RE: i know nothing can impress you now

 

Take ur own time send reply to tat mail one month huh eduthukum ? max ? send it soon…  before that show me how much u love me…. By any means I badly waaannna see that and feel it… make me feel u ll ready to do anything for me and to any extent u ll go… satisfy me… today I ll be expecting ur mail… don’t reply anything think ena panaa u can make that happen….  Ena nambarathaa irunthaa pshy … yosi enaiku un nambikaiya naan udachshy … udaipanashy  elaathaiyum yosi… nan enaikaathu namakula irukara privacy ini any way udachu irukanaa pshy vanaa unoda value theriyaathaa evlo kobam vanthaalum apadi nadanthu panashy  yosi…. Ne ena vitutu ponaalum nan unai asinga paduthuvanashy  yosi… first yosi… nee poran kobapatu phone vaikrathu elaam yosi… nee en pinaadi ipadi va naan podi mayirunu phone vaikaran thirupi thirupi pshy  edukaama irukan unaku kobam varuthashy  paru neeya irunthaa serithaan podashy  vitutu poiduva rendu vaati try pshy va apadi irukayula ena pathi yosi…. Evlo call morng matum pani irukan paaru… antha mail huh thayavu senju thirumba thirumba padi.. evlo thadava venaalum padi nee sethuta vera yaarukitayo pesara maathari iruku naan kekarathelaam nee enakaaga ena venaalum pshy va.. still u r loving me… atha epdiyaavathu inaiku enaku puriya vai.. go for any extent…  enaku ithuku mela onumae ila nama solavendiyathu pana vendiyathu elaame panitome… inaiku than I feel relaxed elaathaiyum kotitan… life la ini en mela entha thapum ila naan elaa gap um fill panitan,,, elaamae try panita ini everything is upto u unnai ethukarathu la irunthu… elaame its upto u en life la ini entha kutraunarchiyum enaku irukaathu elaam panitan… iniyum ethum ilanaa its ur fault… enaalae pinaadi vanthunu elaam paninu thonginu iruka mudiyaathu but naan athayum panan…  intha mail ku reply panathaa… mudunjaa nan mela ketatha pshy … then its upto u…. elaamae gmail la shy pu phot shy pchaa kuda… don’t use office mails… I strongly regret u using office mail for our personal issues… after all I care for u more than u or anyone care for u…

 

 

From: Shy @cts.com [mailto:Shy @cts.com
Sent: Tuesday, September 10, 2013 2:29 PM
To: Micy
Subject: RE: i know nothing can impress you now

 

Nan photos shy pamatan ini…….. unna nambama illa en veetla enna nambaranga adhunala……. Mathapadi epdi prove panalum nee namba pordhila

 

 

From: Micy [mailto:Micy@atos.net
Sent: Tuesday, September 10, 2013 2:41 PM
To: Shy (Cts)
Subject: RE: i know nothing can impress you now

 

Have decided shy  ivlo soliyum unaku ethum puriyala u dont want me… u are strong u decided that UUU and only U… epdiyum itha neeyaa sola porathila.. athayum naanae porumaiyaa solran… u know nothing can impress me.. cos u never tried… leave ithuku mela intha vilayaatu vendaam… enaiku free ohh solu nama rendu perum aarambichome nama rendu perumae mudipome.. ila naan matum decision edukarathulae nee ok nu soluva enaa unaku yopsika theriyaathu u don’t want to spend time on thinking and how to tell.. nee epo pesa free nu solu… if not nanae one week wait panran… ithu muduchudalaam shy … nan ipo atha draft panaa kobathula pesarshy  nenachupa naan aara amara elaathaiyum en manasula irunthu pichu eduthu unkita pesarathunaalum seri mail naalum seri shy paran…. Gimme sometime… lets end things…. Unaku athu than venumnaa athayum naanae panran… nanae elaaraiyum samalikaran… nee unga veeta matum paarthuko.. after all 2 yr avanga 10 times better than me.. avanga pesarathum yosikarathu elaame panrathu elaathulamae 10 times better than me… don’t worry iniyum ena nenachu kavala padaatha… en side la naan elaamae panitan… its no more my fault… take care… phone naalum ok mail naalum ok… but naan yosichu itha break panran pudungi eriyaran…

 

 

 

From: Shy @cts.com [mailto:Shy @cts.com
Sent: Tuesday, September 10, 2013 2:47 PM
To: Micy
Subject: RE: i know nothing can impress you now 

 

I asked 1 month time……… yosika time koduthiya? Enna pesa vitiya? Inikae panshy m na enna pshy van???????? Nan pazhaya shy  illa  sethupoitan…….. ponam dhan unkita pesitu iruku……….. ulla 0.1% kuda feel illa…….. ezhavae nu dhaan en life vazharan……… epdiyo po………. Cha veruthutan da cha………. Oru kadugalavu kuda cha…………vitutu poriya po………… erkanavae sethachu ini sagadika onumila

 

 

 

From: Micy [mailto:Micy@atos.net
Sent: Monday, September 23, 2013 12:37 PM
To: Shy (Cts)
Subject: RE: i know nothing can impress you now

 

This is really bad shy .... . Very bad.... Nan miss. paul matter unkita sonathu nee purunjupshy  avala nalam visaaripshy  ila... Meenal sonanga ava matikitatha and enaku theriya vendamnu avanga kita soli irukaa am senseless idiot who dont have any feelings and will know oly to hurt ppl... May be true tats wi u are hating me... Nee ethaavathu avala nalam visaarichu irunthaa... Enkita irunthu matter varalshy  solu... En mela meenal vachuruka nambikai miss. paul avanga mela vachurukarathu ethum break panaatha do it now... Soli irunthaalum maathi solu

 

From: Shy @cts.com [mailto:Shy @cts.com
Sent: Monday, September 23, 2013 12:40 PM
To: Micy
Subject: RE: i know nothing can impress you now

 

Ohhhhhhh please stop it chella…….. Enaku adhu epdi theriyum :’( I never meant to hurt u……… :’( ava daily enaku gmail la ping panitae irundhaaaaa nan madhikala nee sonadhum oru vela adhuku dhanonu nenachu nan apdi ketan :’( nan ketadhu thappu dhan am sorry :’( really very sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy nan ini pesamatan ava kita I promise. Nee yarayum hurt panala nan dhan elarayum hurt panran……….. am sorry

 

 

From: Micy [mailto:Micy@atos.net
Sent: Monday, September 23, 2013 12:48 PM
To: Shy (Cts)
Subject: RE: i know nothing can impress you now

 

Pothum shy  ithuku nee ena vitutu complete huh poita… u r no more… but at least enai mathikara enaku mariyaatha kodukara rendu perunaa athu meenal, sarvana giri vera yarum ila I don’t want to loose them enaku kashtamnu irunthapo avanga than uruthunaiyaa irunthaanga…

 

Enenalaam ketu mail shy pinan… en manasu evlo kashta padumnu nenaikala… but with in minutes u rang her athaan shy  nee en mela vachuruka anbu inaiku ava meenal kita thaniyaa pesarshy  soli irukaa… avanga ennai ketaanga nee avaluku phone adichu ketayashy  nan ilshy  solitan….

 

Jus en pera kedukaatha… nee ipadi pshy vshy  nan ethurpaarkala before she is talking to meenal kathai maari irukshy m… then ur wish…. Nan ethukaran that I told u nu ipovae poi… nan manipu ketukaran Miss. paul kitayum meenal kitayum….

 

 

From: Micy [mailto:Micy@atos.net
Sent: Monday, September 23, 2013 12:55 PM
To: Shy (Cts)
Subject: RE: i know nothing can impress you now

 

Unaala ini prachanai varaathu ??? great… so tats it ? mudunjuduchula thanks… 

 

From: Shy @cts.com [mailto:Shy @cts.com
Sent: Monday, September 23, 2013 12:52 PM
To: Micy
Subject: RE: i know nothing can impress you now

 

I told her micy I was like appo nejamave matikitiya nan chumma dhan ketshy  solitan…… am sorry ini nan ipdi panala……

 

 

 

From: Shy @cts.com [mailto:Shy @cts.com
Sent: Monday, September 23, 2013 12:57 PM
To: Micy
Subject: RE: i know nothing can impress you now

 

Check my gmail drafts by urself…….. same password

 

 

From: Micy [mailto:Micy@atos.net
Sent: Monday, September 23, 2013 2:13 PM
To: Shy (Cts)
Subject: RE: i know nothing can impress you now

 

I dunno ur passwords… I forgot… and I even told you the reason… after reading ur mail I feel like I scr3wed ur life… and I even feel like I don’t have any place in ur heart anymore… when things are like this… is it wise that I log in into ur account ? and I never told tat “nan unnai asinga paduthuva” like that have only told nee kobathala enenamo pana nan epdi venaa asinga paduthalaam am not that kind and I never be nu soanan.. may be sonna timing thapaa irunthurualam.. but u took it in the wrong sense… ipadilaam irukarapo ena paarthu nee bayanthunu… nan asinga paduthuvan kevala paduthuvshy … neeyum unga amma laam feel panrathu.. its rubbish… ithaan nee enai purunjukitathaa ? nan apdi panravanaa irunthurunthaa ithu mudunjuduchu enavitu po its over nu unaala solli iruka mudiyumaa? Entha thayiriyathula apadi sonshy  yoscihu paaru… and now u want me to login ? if I can login and check ur gmail… then everything will start… nee yarkuda chat panra… elaamae monitor pshy van… conversation.. elaame… enaku pidikaathathu panaa kobam varum kathuvan… sandai… u want all that to happen… nee thanikaatu singam… u started living independently ini ena prachanai unaku ? onumae ila… after all this u want me to see? Text me ur password I really forgot… but nee change panaa naan saavan.. and oly today morning I again decided not to contact u in other sense… nee ena panaalum ini nee ena thodabu kolavae kudaathu… unaala contact panavae mudiyaatha alavuku next one year irukshy m nu plan panan… just waiting for ur reply.. I know nee wait pshy  decide pana mudiyaathu… ok nee than elaam but ena contact panaatha ithu maathari agreements odatha soluvshy  enaku theriyum athaan am waiting… karumam atha paduchutu maranjudalaamnu irukan… so it wont be nice ena thapaa nenachunu un mail ena parka soaatha… am not tat cheap… with anyone especially with u… and never ever talk about SR or gp to me again…. Nee pesaama kuda po avalungala pathi enkita pechu edukaatha en udambu kusuthu… after all this nan avalungala than mukiyamaa nenaikara maathari cha… and never ever talk about u with anyone… nan mahabalipuram povshy  shy pchu irunthaa apadinu enaku shy para ??? nana en friend kita kozhapathula idea ketan en bday ku oruthavan wish panaan atha pathi micy mada paiyan kita solalaama vendaamashy  ? avana thitidu nu aayiram vaati sonan… namala pathi sola sonan ? but naan ena panan ava vishayathula ? u r comparing that chat with ur scenario ? etharunthaalum unkita thana mothalum kadaisiyumaa soluvan unaku matum than mothala theriyum kadaisi aalum nee than unai thavirthu yarkitayum sola maatan… avshy nga irukara office la enkita ipadi laam orukaalathula marachutu velai seiyara inrathae en manasuku avlo kashtama iruku… avshy nga ping pani irupshy ngalo.. ne enkita sonaa kobapaduvshy  delete pani irupayo.. even u turned off chats record in ur gmail… its not recording ur conversation enaala mudiyala… sathyamaa itha pathi naan pesa virumbala… enaku sakthi ila… ena panrathunae theriyala…

 

 

From: Shy @cts.com [mailto:Shy @cts.com
Sent: Monday, September 23, 2013 3:21 PM
To: Micy
Subject: RE: i know nothing can impress you now

 

Elarum eppo pathalum stable mind set la irukangala?????nshy m apdi dhan kozhambi poirkumbodhu nee apdi pesinadhu enna inum kozhapiduchu……..i was out of my mind adhan apdi pesitan am sorry nee apdi panakudiya paiyana irundha nan unaku photos lan shy pirka matan…….edho kozhapathula solitan enna manichudu……and regarding gp and sr ini avanga pechu edukamatan I promise……..u will realize this for sure nan ini ekarnathukum avanga pechu edukamatan…….keep monitoring me yen ivakuda pesara yen avakuda pesara elamae kelu (but kovapadama thitama nan enna solavarshy  ketutu kelu)…… am not telling this just because u are angry and am trying to pacify u……. just kova padama kathama porumaiya pesina nshy m normal huh pesaaran…….enkita indha oru maatram dhan iruku munadilan nan kochika matan but ipolan edha eduthalum kochikaran……. So please am sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy……… see unoda nalla gunathukaga dhan nan unna love pannan panran…….. adhu enikum maradhu kovathula pesinadhuku sorry…….un alavuku nan uthami illa similarly nee enna love pannadhula padhi kuda nan realize panala that how much u love me nu adhan apdi pesitan I agree am sorry……ippo edha pathiyum pesa vendam just naakula irundha love marama oruthara oruthar purunjukitalae podhum…….. nan yen andha bold panan na nshy m adha panradhila……………..

 

 

From: Micy [mailto:Micy@atos.net
Sent: Monday, September 23, 2013 3:36 PM
To: Shy (Cts)
Subject: RE: i know nothing can impress you now

 

Seri i agree… and nan onum uthamshy  solala but un vishayathula raman than… mathavangakita leave… yaara pathiyum pesa virumbala… dunno wat changed u… but I don’t want to talk more and irritate u regarding this change… take care

 

 

From: Shy @cts.com [mailto:Shy @cts.com
Sent: Monday, September 23, 2013 3:37 PM
To: Micy
Subject: RE: i know nothing can impress you now

 

Nee ramana irukardhu nala dhan till date things are happening bet us……. Padathula solar madri dhan nama kadhal unmayanadha irundha andha love eh namala sethu vechudum……and am gonna believe that my password- thappupanitanbaba

 

 

 

From: Micy [mailto:Micy@atos.net
Sent: Monday, September 23, 2013 3:54 PM
To: Shy (Cts)
Subject: RE: i know nothing can impress you now

 

Enkuda irunthutae iru… enkuda pesitae iru…. Naan naan naan naaaaaaan matum….  ipo nan engarathelaam athuku matum thaan…

 

 

From: Shy @cts.com [mailto:Shy @cts.com
Sent: Monday, September 23, 2013 4:00 PM
To: Micy
Subject: RE: i know nothing can impress you now

 

Love uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

 

 

From: Micy [mailto:Micy@atos.net
Sent: Monday, September 23, 2013 4:04 PM
To: Shy (Cts)
Subject: RE: i know nothing can impress you now

 

Soluuuu nan sonathelaam solu….

 

 

From: Shy @cts.com [mailto:Shy @cts.com
Sent: Monday, September 23, 2013 4:15 PM
To: Micy
Subject: RE: i know nothing can impress you now

 

Enaku nee dhan mukiyam nee dhan venum enna ena kelvi venumnalum kelu nan badhila solran but thitadha…….. and yes vera yarum vendam PM enna indha Sunday beach polamnu kupta nan vara matshy  solitan and ini engiyumae unga kuda vara matan amma vidamatranga nu solitan…….. ini no contact with them but pl u stay in contact with them pllllllllllllllllllll enakga adha pannu…….show ppl that u are happy use fb…….. put photos enakga edhayum compromise panikadha pllllllll……………. Nan yarkitayum pesala pesamatan msg booster podala…… podapordhila eniki unkuda normal huh pesa mudiyudho aniki dhan msg booster poduvan…….adhaae madri eniki neeyum nshy m in arelationship nu fb la status poda mudiyudho appo dhan nan en fb activate pshy van with a profile pic adhula neeyum naum onna irupom profile pooooooora neeyum naum epdi love panrom apdinu matum dhan irukum appo dhan fb use pshy van…….. am very determined about this……

 

Regarding the 2 questions nan nalaik shy paran adha……. I wanna draft something lovely…….. en love prove panshy m so nalaiki shy paran………gmail paaru kandipa paaru pl enakaga paaru………

 

 

From: Micy [mailto:Micy@atos.net
Sent: Monday, September 23, 2013 4:23 PM
To: Shy (Cts)
Subject: RE: i know nothing can impress you now

 

Wat CHANGED you…. ?????? atha sollu and wat abt Miss. paul and ena special in tomorrow mail ???? then ennai use panaatha solu pls…. be possessive change urself be selfish shy uuu over me plssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss…….

 

Ethum use panaatha solu… ? still u dint understud abt ppl around us ??? pls yarkudavum pesaatha solu… NAN irukshy  adichu solu.. unaku vera mayirum thevala sollu… ethum panakudathu solu.. enkita ethum maraikaatha solu… at least now show ur possessiveness plsssss

 

 

From: Shy @cts.com [mailto:Shy @cts.com] 
Sent: Monday, September 23, 2013 5:49 PM
To: Micy
Subject: RE: i know nothing can impress you now

 

My mom changed me……. Her affection towards me changed me……… vera edhuvum ila…….. Miss. paul kita nan pesaardhe illa avaluku prachana nu nee soli dhan theriyum……. Idhuku apron mum pesamatan…….fb use pannu pllllllllllll I wanna see my possessive ness so fb use pannu………I wanna know how madly I love u so use it……….i don’t know any1 around us thevayum illa just unna prunjukitu muzhu manadha love panshy m…….avlo dhan ipodhaiku enoda vision……… but nee meenal kuda pesadha am not telling for Miss. paul ana I don’t want her to get closer to u  avanga un mela urima eduthukardhu pudikala…….unaku nan matum dhan edha irundhalum share with me love hatred anger jealous greedy love friendship enemity elamae share with me and only me…….. believe in sai baba avaru namala sethu vaipaaru if possible donate food for beggards

 

 

The same goes with me shy … unga podhi annan and bharath annan kuda pesarathu enaku pidikala shy … jus nama kalyanam varaikum nee enkuda vanthutaa enaku ithelaam matr huh vae theriyaathu…