Important - Past - jan 27

Marakavae mudiyaatha naal... Office la irunthu veetuku vanthan... Jan last huh veetula irunthu Pune vanthathuku apron I dint touched my laptop... Each and evey friend of me were sending the screen shots of ur chat, and fb posts comments photos thru wats app... Nan un nyaabagam varaama iruka mathavanga laptop la irunthu tablet la thaan padam paarthan...

Anaiku etho manasu valichuthu laptop open panni fake account la un profile paarthan... Neeyum neethu um irukara photo paarthan sethan... Manasu avlo valichuthu... 

Amma phone adichaanga paarthunu irukarapovae apo azha aarambichan azhuthan azhuthan azhuthan more than 2.5 hrs enaku ethumae ilamaa Ava ilaama uyir matum thaan ma iruku enaku yen ma itha panaa, ondra maasam munaadi ena kaaga uyira kudupanu sonaa ipo en pera ketaalae kusuthu pidikala aruvarupaa irukunu solraa enamaa aagi irukum... Neeyum appa vum ilanaa ipovae sethuduvanma... Unga rendu peraala thaan ma uyiroda irukan... Enaku valikuthu ma... Enaala thaangika mudiyala epdi ma enaku elaamae avanu nenachan epdi ma enaku itha panaa... ??? Yen itha panraa ??? Ena uyiroda sagadikaraa apadi ipadi nu en manasula irukaratha full um azhuthu kotinan... Appa um pesinaaru porumaiyaa irudaa seri aagidumnu... Enaku yen ipadi panaa panaanu ketu azhuthan... Nadanthu 4 days aaguthu but ipovum kanu kalanguthu... Then aftr 12 I was chatting with vs enaku yen ipadi paninaanu Ava uyir eduthan... Paavam Ava I know u hate wen I talk with them but I got no other option enaku yen itha panaa Avanu matum thaan kaaetan... :'( enkita va shy....

Current - jan 27

Am dying slowly... Unaala konjamum koocha padaama... Oru kalangamum ilaama... Konjamum uruthaama epdi iruka mudiyuthunu enaku theriyala ipovum solran unnai vida betr ponnu kedaikaama unkita varal nee thaan enaku best nu epavo decide panitan, unaku uruthutho ilayaa the nyts tat we spent the days that we talked, the crazy things that we did for each other ithalaam thaan ena varuthuthu... 

Added to it vendaam carry on

Current - jan 24

24 days since last I heard ur voice... Bharat harsh vivz pm elaar profile um paarkarathu thaan mulu nera velai... Unkuda seranumnu aasai irukaa ilayaa athelaam theriyala but enaku epdi unaala itha pana mudunjuthunu ketkanum :'(

Conversation Past - Jan 20

Harsh himself pinged me in wats app and the entire conversation.... Enaku intha vali kodukaatha shy...

20/01/14 10:40:31 pm: Harsh: hi

20/01/14 10:40:39 pm: Harsh: Hw r u

20/01/14 10:40:42 pm: Micy Shy: Solunga ji

20/01/14 10:40:57 pm: Micy Shy: Hw r u huh ???

20/01/14 10:41:09 pm: Micy Shy: Sezhipaaa irukan enakenna

20/01/14 10:41:17 pm: Micy Shy: Kekaraan k0/01/14 10:42:04 pm: Harsh: Vudraaa .thr l be mre grls

20/01/14 10:42:11 pm: Micy Shy: Dei en chat huh ozhungaa padidaa

20/01/14 10:42:27 pm: Micy Shy: Yeah there are many

20/01/14 10:42:45 pm: Micy Shy: But she is my minnie

20/01/14 10:42:48 pm: Micy Shy: ;)

20/01/14 10:43:21 pm: Harsh: Etha sollida poran

20/01/14 10:43:36 pm: Harsh: She wont cme da.

20/01/14 10:43:57 pm: Micy Shy: Ava ena veruthu entha thapum panida kudaathuda

20/01/14 10:44:17 pm: Micy Shy: Athaanda en mind la oduthu disturb panuthu

20/01/14 10:44:51 pm: Micy Shy: Vera yaarum pirunjurukara samayam avakita close aagida kudaathu

20/01/14 10:45:02 pm: Harsh: Ava epdiyo pora..look my ex gtg married tis month end..na evlo jolly ah irkn

20/01/14 10:45:02 pm: Micy Shy: Tats the thing troubling me

20/01/14 10:45:20 pm: Micy Shy: Unkita pesinaalaa ???

20/01/14 10:45:46 pm: Harsh: No da..nt abt it..ipolam vivian kuda pesara

20/01/14 10:45:52 pm: Micy Shy: Enadaa solra marriage huh ???

20/01/14 10:46:04 pm: Micy Shy: Vivian huh cool...

20/01/14 10:46:54 pm: Harsh: Yes

20/01/14 10:46:56 pm: Micy Shy: Vitu poitaalaada ? Puthu account la avan friend huh irukaanaa ??

20/01/14 10:47:51 pm: Harsh: Hmmm i think so

20/01/14 10:48:08 pm: Harsh: Antha thuma kita pesara..she sedto me..

20/01/14 10:48:14 pm: Micy Shy: Yes or no

20/01/14 10:48:22 pm: Micy Shy: She told u wat ???

20/01/14 10:48:40 pm: Harsh: She sed she s tlking wid vivian

20/01/14 10:49:12 pm: Harsh: Irkiya

20/01/14 10:49:56 pm: Micy Shy: Atha yen da unkita sonaa epo sonaa ?

20/01/14 10:50:13 pm: Micy Shy: Enaku avlo vali valikuthudaa

20/01/14 10:50:18 pm: Harsh: Athu epovae sonna..

20/01/14 10:50:22 pm: Harsh: I knw..

20/01/14 10:50:48 pm: Harsh: Time will heal it..strting la tough ah dhan irkum..

20/01/14 10:51:11 pm: Harsh: Watch crazy stupid love movie..semmaya irukumm

20/01/14 10:51:17 pm: Harsh: And 500days of summer..

20/01/14 10:51:26 pm: Micy Shy: Elaam pana mudiyum but I don't want to hurt athum inga thaniyaa enaala mudiyala

20/01/14 10:51:28 pm: Micy Shy: Dei

20/01/14 10:51:35 pm: Micy Shy: Gamunu irudaa

20/01/14 10:51:56 pm: Micy Shy: Ava ena vitu pogala theriyaama thapu panraa da

20/01/14 10:52:13 pm: Micy Shy: Oru naal feel panuvaa

20/01/14 10:52:14 pm: Harsh: Hmm dai ..nee ozhunga iru...look wat happn to giri

20/01/14 10:52:21 pm: Harsh: All are same da..

20/01/14 10:52:47 pm: Harsh: Seri una love pandranu soldra la .ipo hw cme she can leave u n pain nd go

20/01/14 10:53:04 pm: Micy Shy: Antha oru naaluku thaan am waiting

20/01/14 10:53:17 pm: Micy Shy: Ava ena panraanu avaluku theriyala

20/01/14 10:53:28 pm: Micy Shy: Enaku nu pesa aalu ila

20/01/14 10:53:47 pm: Harsh: Hmm na pesana..dat day

20/01/14 10:53:55 pm: Harsh: Athuku enna thitra..

20/01/14 10:54:06 pm: Micy Shy: Naanga pirunjathuku santhosha pada thaan aal irukaanga

20/01/14 10:54:11 pm: Micy Shy: Ena sonaa

20/01/14 10:54:19 pm: Harsh: Pls dont talk abt it..dnt indulge in tis nu sollita..na ipolam pesradhu ila

20/01/14 10:54:48 pm: Harsh: Yes our thozhargal kunaresan nd fredrick

20/01/14 10:55:17 pm: Micy Shy: Ena pathi pesarathu ilaya ?

20/01/14 10:55:31 pm: Micy Shy: Or nee suthamaa pesarathu ilayaa

20/01/14 10:55:38 pm: Harsh: Nt tlking to her at all

20/01/14 10:55:46 pm: Harsh: Oru hi dhan

20/01/14 10:55:53 pm: Micy Shy: Ohhh

20/01/14 10:55:56 pm: Harsh: Pavithra ena sonna

20/01/14 10:56:06 pm: Harsh: Nee pesaniya ava kita

20/01/14 10:56:40 pm: Micy Shy: Ila avakita pesara thu ila

20/01/14 10:57:23 pm: Micy Shy: Avala paarthukodaa

20/01/14 10:58:03 pm: Harsh: Hnmm yes dai .vudra

20/01/14 10:58:17 pm: Harsh: Eppo pondy or chennaivara

20/01/14 10:58:45 pm: Harsh: Hmm y da nt tlking to pavithra..i used to tlk to her..but nt abt tis

20/01/14 10:58:59 pm: Micy Shy: Vara idea vae iladaa adutthu Ava pesinaa thaan varuvan

20/01/14 10:59:17 pm: Micy Shy: Enaala saaga mudiyala

20/01/14 11:00:46 pm: Harsh: Hmm loose mari pesadha da..eveb i was n dis stage..na lam semmaya feel pana..apron ah i got all strength..ipolam jolly ah irken

20/01/14 11:07:31 pm: Harsh: Poi thungu da

20/01/14 11:15:09 pm: Micy Shy: Irudaa

20/01/14 11:15:46 pm: Micy Shy: But nan Avalaa ena mulusaa vidara vara avala nan vitu pogamatan

20/01/14 11:16:36 pm: Harsh: Hnm tym waste panadha..apron ah .feel pandrathu waste nu nee eh solluva

20/01/14 11:17:10 pm: Micy Shy: Solitu poran da... Vidu u enjoy

20/01/14 11:24:20 pm: Harsh: Hnnn ena da

20/01/14 11:24:23 pm: Harsh: Soldra

20/01/14 11:24:44 pm: Harsh: Nitha engaged

20/01/14 11:25:07 pm: Micy Shy: Ohh apadi ya

20/01/14 11:25:44 pm: Harsh: Hmm yes

20/01/14 11:26:09 pm: Harsh: Feel panadha..thn parents also ll feel

20/01/14 11:26:49 pm: Harsh: Can u send me pavithra number

20/01/14 11:28:55 pm: Harsh: Nerla va da..pesalam

20/01/14 11:28:58 pm: Harsh: Dnt feel

20/01/14 11:29:01 pm: Harsh: Ur lyf da

Current - jan 17

Unaku ena aachu... Yen ipadi nadanthukara... Yaar yaaro friends nu solrayaam... PAVI office ku lunch porayaam avaluku oru ponunga friend kuda ilayaam Ethuku itha panra... ???

Nee yaar yaar wall laam povayo avanga wall laam poi like pani irukiyaa comment panni irukiyaanu epdi theriyumaa kandupidikaran ? 221 likes nu irunthaa atha select panni evlo perunu enni paarpan then, count onnu kammiya irukum and u liked it... Even comments 36 nu irukum but count panni paarthaa 34 varum nee rendu vaati comment panni irupa...

Un wall la... Enaala mudiyala shy... Thappu panrada... En mela irukara fake aana verupulayum kobathulayum thappu panra... Mathavangala evlo naal asingamaa pesaratha enaala thaduka mudiyum... ???? :( vanthudu shy ithu unaku vendaam da....

Current - jan 16

Nee ila atha ovoru naalum una nenapu vara ovoru nodiyum nan saagaran... Thudikaran... Enaala serious huh maraka mudiyala... New friends neraya phone calls, PAVI un other friends elaarkudayum veliya pora weekend outing ithelaam ketu saagaran shy... Enaku ipokuda unnai unakula irukara intha character intha ponna "SHY" nu kupda pidikala - shy na enaku elaam panuvaa avaluku elaamae naan thaan... Nan ilanaa sethuduvanu sonaa... Nann :'((( enaala mudiyala shy enaala sathyama mudiyala... Ipadi namakula moonavathu manithargal enga veetuku kaaga avlo nadikaran en kAshtangala maraikaran... Ulayae vachu saagaran shy.... 

Current - jan 13

Enaala saadham mulunga mudiyala in one hr nan veetuku povan atha nenachaa bayam varuthu... Fb paarthaalae bayam varuthu but elaarum venumnu use panran... Oru naal varuva... Athukaaga thaan inum uyiroda... Vanthudaatha..

Current - jan 13

Enoda Unga Annan mukiyam elaam paarthuparunu sonala... Rendu Peru munaadiyum oru vesham bottle vai... Nan mukiyamnu nenaikqravanga itha kudinganu solu... Yaaru thayanguvanga yaaru yosikaama kudipaanganu jus yosi...   Unaku theriyum how much I love u nu... But I started hating u... En manasu valikanumnu elaam panra... Pannu oru naal unaruva enoda care love possessiveness but anaiku nan unaku sonthamaa iruka maatan... 

Current - jan 14

Naan inaiku "the notebook" nu oru padam paarthan it's amazing.. Really really amazing... Nan ennai antha hero vaagavum unnai antha ponnu pirunju inoruthavan kita ring maatravaraikumaa karpanai panni posunginan... Gud nyt... Nee epavo thoongitu irupa, aftr texting ur grt grt new friends... :)

Current - jan 12 - ur photo in fb

En friends I mean nama frnds elaarum Thani thaniyaa un fb photo(our personal one) antha pic um athuku keela irukara comments um kaatinaanga I mean enaku photos huh anupinanga yaaro Kumaran kums nra paint an nee anoushka maathari irukanu varnichu irukaan... Enaku en vaazkaiya irundudichu... Nee atha like pani iruka.. Comment pani iruka u took it as a complement and u r liking it... Nee ena vitu poita nanum unnai maraka mudivu panitan disturb pana virumbala but enaku ithu epdi valichuthu theriyumaa... I seriously deserve this unnai nambinathukum possessive huh irunthathukum love panathukum I seriously deserve this... :( avlo kobam I know still u dint see this and u won't I guess u deleted the mail that I sent... Unga Annan and Pavi pathi oru post la solran... Unnai maraka mudiyala... But trying very hard apdiyum mudiyala... But marakanum...

Current - jan 6 2014

I never thought this shy... One day u ll leave me alone in this world... And hurt me with things that I hate u doing... Un manasatchi epudi shy ithuku othukuchu ??? And I never never thought that u will tell that u dint love me and u are not loving me and in future u won't have that feeling... Manasatchi uruthuthu uruthuthunu soluvayae ipo enga pochu shy... Unnayae ulagamaa nenacha enaku nee ipadi panrayae ithu seriyaa shy ??? 

Current - jan 7 2014

Nan unnai love pannan ivlo kashta padaran shy... Enga amma enna pethu eduthatha thavira Vera entha thapum panala nee kevalamaana pazhi avanga mela podavum... Unga Annan kita pechukal vaangavum thaan avanga ena peth eduthaanga pola... Nee paatunu November vantha unaku saathagamaa elaathaiyum maathikita enayum amma vayum poi solli emaathina kelambitala shy... Avanga phone adichu adichu nenaikaatha pa vali jaasthi aagum Ava varuvaa varuvaanu solitu irukaanga shy... Enna yen ipadi kolaranu theriyala shy.... Elaathaiyum thooki potutu enaku oru call adi shy nan elaathauyum matharan... Unga amma kita ithu vara pesa vidala Unga Annan enna nan Unga appa ila amma kita pesi itunthaa ithu ivlo thooram vanthurukaathu... Unga Annan kita pesinathu thaan thappu... Actual huh avaru Enai ena nenachutu irukaarunu theriyala... Sathyamaa theriyala.. Nee elaathaiyum yosichu paaru shy thaniyaa irukarapo jus yosi nee panrathu sariyaanu unnai yen ivlo thooram thoratharan Enaa naan ilaama unaala iruka mudiyaathu shy nee ena panaranu theriyaama panra athaan unnai suthivaran nee thelivaa irunthaa disturb pana vendaamunu nanum velagi poiduvan... One year aachu shy unai paarthu endaa enaku intha vali kodukara enaku intha blog paduchathum call panudaa...

Dream - current - jan 7 2014

Romba naal kaluchu inaiku thaan shy ivlo neram thooginan... Athuvum oru dream vanthu elunthutan... Shy enga apartment mela irunthu lift la keela varan first floor erangaran etho oru college atmosphere enga company la vela seiyaravangalaam padikaranga kila erangaran... Smali harsh paduchutu irukaanga... Harsh Kai kodukaraan nalaa panudaa exam nu solraan... Apdiyae nadanthu varan bharath iduchutu poraan... Avana arayaran... Next building la irukara padikatula eraran... Nee thirumbi utkaanthunu irukaanga... :'( oru side la sugan... On other side Viv nee book vachu soli kodukara.... Shy enaala mudiyala shy kanavaa irunthaalum real la valikuthu enaku yen di itha panra... Shy plsss di plsss ammmu plssss..then nan excuse me nu vazhi ketkaran ena nimurnthu kuda paarkaama... Nagarara moonjukuda paarkala shy... Enaku vendaam da naan itha thaanga maatan vendaam da plsssss enkita vanthududa... En sufferings paaru... Shy plsssssss da nan mela eri poran Viv sirikaraan nee amaithiyaa iruka shy... Plssss di enkita vadi Enai ithu koluthu... Nan ozhiyaran... :'(

Important - Current - jan 7 2014

Yen ivlo neram ethum post panalanu paarkarayaa shy... 2 hrs amma kita enaku evlo valikuthu evlo vali iruku ethanaala ivlo valinu solitu irunthan... Amma Ava vanthaalum santhosham varalanaalum santhosham pa... Nu sonaanga enaku thala valikuthuma... Ava photo fb la paarthanma enaku valikumnu theriyum ma but irunthum yenma enaku ivlo vali kodukaraa... ??? Ena vitu poitaamaa elaathaiyum pichu kizhichu eduthurukalaam but ovoru nodiyaa ena kilichu edukaraamaa... Valikuthu ma... Nee yenmaa azhara.. Ithelaam solrathuku nee matum thaanma iruka... Enai yenma kashtam theriyaama... Sogusaa valartha.. Korai irunthaa kuda santhosha paturupan ma... Intha vali thaanga mudiyalama... Sathyamaa solranma antha ponna 24 mani neramum enkuda pesunu soli torture pananma manasu arunju Vera ethum panalamaa... Nee azhaatha ma apron naalaiku valikaratha solamaatan... Amma athuku nan azharan pa... Ivlo vali un vali enaku puriyuthu... Enaala epudi pa azhaama iruka mudiyum... Epdi thookam varum enaku ??? Avlo valichaa Vera seyalgalula enatha selavu pannu... Avalaa oru naal varuvaapaa nan solran la nambunu sonaanga... Morng vantha dream pathi sonan... En shy avlo nala ponu ma... Avala maathitaanga ma... Ena ipo avlo nogadikaraamaa enalaam mudunjudchunu elaa frnds kitayum santhoshama solraalaamaa.. Epdi ma maranthutu amaithiyaa iruka solra... Enaku valikuthumaa... Enaku avlo vali valikuthuma... Ethayum avlo thairiyamaa face panuvan but ipo enaala mudiyalama... Avaluku kalyanam... Vera yaaravathu veetula paarthu pudika vachaalo nan paithiyam aagiduvan ma... Evlo naal venaa wait panuvanma aanaa enaiku ennaku valikanumnu nenachaalo anaikae Ava Vera ethu venaa pana thuniyalaam enna kaayapadutha... Thapaa nenaikaatha... Thapa nenaikalapaa... Ava nala ponnuma.. Nee thoonguma... Engarunthupaa ini thookam varum nee suda Thani kuduchutu poi padupaa... Enku yaarum ilaama em mugatha nerula paarthu nee saagakudathuma thoongu ma nu vachutan shy.... :'((((((((((((((((((((((((((( enku vlikuthu unaku yen puriya matenguthu.... Nan naalaiku sarakadikalamnu irukan shy enaala intha vali mudiyaladaaa...

Current - jan 6 2014

Aandavanae nama pakam irukaar nu enga ketaalum sogamum kobamum varuthu shy.... Enaala mudiyaladi ipo one guy told here cha... Naan epdiyaavathu unnai marakaran ammu u don't worry epdiyaavathu marakaran shy... Unaku athaan venumunu nenaikarala... Nee ethir paarkaratha panran shy... Nee ena othuritu oru nala vaazhkaiku aayatham aagara la shy... Where u ll mingle socially with ppl... Nothing matters u... No rules... No bars... U ll do whatever ur mind says... Whoever whatever he/she is if they help u and Gud... Vendaam shy... Enaku itha panaatha shy..... Enaala ethukavae mudiyala shy... Namakula chinna gap rendu perum pesinaa seri aagidum shy... Jus one call enkuda pesi thaan paaran... Oly u and me Vera yaarum namakula vendaam... Jus speak with me shy... Naama nama life mudivedupome if u want me to be quiet I ll anything to be with u... All I asked u is to be with me all 24 hrs let's speak da

Current - jan 6 2014

Oru munaru thanni kudika muzhunga mudiyala avlo kashta padaran... Enaku yen ivlo pain kodukara ??? En pondaati thaanadi kelambi va or oru blank txt anupu nan vanthu unai kuptukaran enaala ini oru second unnai miss panni iruka mudiyaathu... Am very serious I just can't be there without u... Unaku ithelaam paarka neram irukaanu theriyala... Naan avlo pain anubavaikaran....

Current - jan 6 2014

Enga iruka... Ena panra... Ena maraka/veruka nenachu yaarkuda friend aana... Vera enalaam panra ithelaam yen panra... Enna aachu epo intha nelama marum ithelaam thaan oduthu... Jus oru call enkita manasa vitu pesu... Elaathaiyum enkita manasu vitu pesu... Vevaram therunju thaan love panome... Husband and wife huh irunthome everything was mutual but intha pirivu matum yen neeyaa mudivu panna ???? Ena yen ipadi saagadikara still I can't able to get my thought away from ur new fb profile unaala epdi matha pasanga kuda interact photos enaku puriyala shy u r killing me... Nan ithelaam... Vendaam shy... Vendaam don't do this to me 

Very important - past - jan 6 2014 - THE LAST CALL

" Hello aan vanakamnga... Aan solunga... Aamaa uncle enaku ithula suthamaa ishtamae ila uncle... Naan vanthu enaku ithu pidikala... Ithu vendaamunu nan manasu virakthiyaagi nan veliya vanthutan uncle... Nejamaa enaku ithu thuli kuda ishtam ila... En keta neram nan thappu panitan... Ipo nan thelivaa... Nan romba nimathiyaa irunthan intha ondra maasam rombavae nimathiyaa irunthan enaku athu thaan vaazhkai pooraa huh venum na nenaikaran... Dhayavusenju ena vituda solunga... Enaala mudiyala enaku vendaam uncle... Nan btech thaan padichu irukan... Samibathulana hmmm huh kadaisiyaa nan November la pesinathu avlo thaan athukaprome naethu mail anupunaan avlo thaan... Enaku thevala uncle enaku thevala naan vanthu open huh pesi prayojanam ilanu antha katatha thaandi nan veliya vanthutan... Ae umm unga yaaruko ungaluko ila Aunty ko ila neenga pesaravanga yaaruko nadanthathu enanu yaarukumae theriyaathu... Ovoru vaatiyum vanthu, naan naan ozhungaa irunthan... Athukaprome aunty pesi avangaluku theriyum naan sonan enga veetula othukala aunty nu avanga kita sonan avanga vanthu nee vanthu December maasam varaikum pesumaa en paiyanuku kandam iruku kandam mudunjathuku apron nan avan kuptukitu poranu sonaanga... Athuku apron vanthu naan avanga kita ketkavum ketan neenga ponnelaam paarkaringa Aunty ena Ethuku Aunty Pesa solringa apdinu ketathuku.. Enga veetula Naanga prepare aaganum, elaathaiyum pesitu yen uncle kadaisila en mela thappu irukara maathari elaarum pesaringa... Apo naan panathu thappu nu thaana aagum... Micy thapae panala avan ethumae panala ponnu thaan thappu nu aagiduchula enaku thevayae ila uncle intha Peru... Naan ivlo naal moonu varusham enga veeta emaathikitu enga amma emaathikitu enga appa va emaathikitu en Annan huh kudumbathayae emaathikitu avana love panathuku nala paadam kathukitan uncle... Enaku thevala... Uncle...

Helooo... Solunga... Ila ila athelaam prachanai ila... Enaku vanthu kataayam laam ethumae ila uncle... Ila uncle veetula ilia veetula compel panni edukala... Tho paarunga uncle... nan onnu solrathu nan nan solrathu orae oru nimisham ketkaran... Independent huh mudivu edukara ponnu naanu elaa decision um en vaazhkaila naan thaan edupan ithaiyum naan thaan eduthan... Ithu vendaamunu solitu nan thaan eduthan... Enaa avlo avastha patathu naan Vera yaarumae ila... 

Tho paarunga uncle... Seri pesamatanla pesamatanla uncle... Ena kaaranamgrathu solanumnu avasiyam ila... Enaa aayiram kaaranam iruku... Rendaa rendu varushamaa aayiram kaaranam iruku... Naan ipo atha elaathaiyum.. Oru shell kulla naan poi irunthan... Ipo veliya vanthutu... Ulagatha paarthutu ipadiyelaam irukaanga naama entha alavuku asinga patu poi irunthomngrathuku aayiram kaaranam iruku... Nan bayathulayo ethulayo solala romba varutha patu solran uncle... Enaku ithu thevayae ila... Naan nimathiyaa irukanum santhoshama irukanum nu nenaikran... Enaku ithu vendaam... 

ENAKU THEVALANU NAAN SOLRAN NAN ELAATHAIYUM SOLITAN THEVALANU SOLRAN ITHUKAPROME VERA NAAN ENA SOLRATHU ENAKU ETHUMAE THEVALA ENA DISTURB PANAATHIN MICY NGRA PERA NAAN KETKAAMA IRUNTHAALAE NAAN SANTHOSHAMAA IRUPAN UNCLE... AVANKITA PESANUMNU ENAKU AASAIYAE ILA ENAKU VENDAAM...."

Itha ketutu inum uyiroda irukarathae kevakam shy naan... Nee sonna exact vaarthaigal oru word vidaama mandaila pathivaagi iruku... Independent huh intha decision eduthayaa ??? Next post la un independent decision skills enanu kaatran...

Manasu veruthu poitayaa ?

Un keta neramaa nan ? Thappu panitayaa ?

Thelivaa ? Nimathiyaa irukayaa shy naan ilaama ???

Enna shy ithu varaikum open huh pesi iruka ?? Entha katatha thaandi vanthuta ???

Ena shy nadanthuthu namakula ???

Enga amma kita mudiyaathu solita... Elaar munaadiyum avangal neeyum Unga annan um etho naanum enga amma um plan panni unnai emaathina maathari nanum amma um unnai vachu sambaaricha maathari avlo kochaiyaa pesina shy ithuvae Vera yaaravathu pesa nenachu irunthaa kuda avangala ozhichuduvan... :( Unga Annan ku oru naal iruku shy for sure mama va pesinathukum amma va pesinathukum... Un manasa maathinathukum... For sure shy...

Unmela thappu ilayaa ??? And amma enaikuda unmela thappu irukara maathari pesinaanga ????

Unga kudumbatha ena shy emaathina ??? Love panathu manasuku piduchavan kuda irunthathu kudumbatha emaathinathaa ??? Great apo ipo enaku panrathu enadaa ??? Valikuthudaa....

Ithu independent huh eduthathaa ??? Yaarumae force panalayaa ??? Thelivaa eduthayaa elaamae poi shy...

Nee matum elaa avasthayum patayaa ?? Elaa kodumaiyum ???

So shell nu solrayaa shy enkudaya Anbu kula irunthatha ????

1000 reasons irukaa ??? Nee china china thappu panadaa atha nan kelvi ketan... 

Last huh capitalised pana para nan  ethumae sola virumbala shy... These are all my last tries... To patch up with u... 

Current - jan 6 2014

Am in office shy enna paul paarkara paarvai saagadikuthu... Jus to meen and sarav I told that too it's over parent huh naanaa varapo avanga mukiyamunu decide panitaa tats it and Kalai knows this... Giri kitayum solanum itha oly these two lines... Paul morng ena paarthu siruchapo motha mura vaazhkaila thalakuninju kila tharaiya paarthan... Enaku intha avanamaanatha thaanga mudiyala shy nan entha thapum panala ithu un manasuku theriyum shy nalaavae theriyum... Enai ivlo Peru munaadi asinga paduthaatha ena love panunu pichai ketkala cos I know u love me and u can't be there without me... I jus want u to think over the decision that u took.... And nothing else shy... Plssss never never never hurt me with ur fb and the friends that u got in it.... Plssssss plsssss plssssss mudinjaa deactivate kuda panidu anmmu... I ll be the happiest person.... All i need is u to stay away from this world and to call me as soon as  u read my pain and understand the purest love that I got for u... Without thinking of anything else... My love my life my shy only mine

Current - jan 6 2014

Enaku avlo valikuthu nan enadaa panatum unnai maranthutu enaala life la succeed aaga mudiyaathu shy... Nee pesanathu nenachu nenachu saagran... Sathyama nee enga veetula Pesa othurunthuka maata... Ipadi Pesa un manasu kandipaa Edam kuduthurukaathu am sure they forced u to talk... Ithelaam nee pesinaalum unmai una ku theriyum shy unaku elaamae theriyum... Just plsss di enaala mudiyala morning fb paarthan yesterday also u were in fb it seems... Epdi shy unaala enaku itha pana mudiyuthu jus epdi di... I know once nee intha blog paarthaa enaku kandipaa call adipa apdi adikalanaa still nee itha paarkalanu artham...

Dream - current - jan 6 2014

4 I clk thookam vanthuchu jus got a dream... It's happening in college nee pora nan venumnae unai cross panni poran... Unnai antha pakam konjam va nu solran... Nee aan apadi nu thenaavataa paarkara... Enaala mudiyala unkita vanthu ena thaan shy nu ketkaran nee thimuraa Enaa enanu ketkara... Ithu avlo thaanaa yen ipadi kolranu ketkaran.... Ethu avlo thaananu ketkara... Nama love di nu kenjaran.. Un fb ka Arun ngra paiyan vanthu hi solran... Nee avsnkita pesara naan ninunu un reply ku wait panran... Enaku orae kevalamaa iruku en situation nenachu... Nee avsnkita pesitu enkita Unga amma inum 5 days la etho panjaangam paarthu nama kalyanam nadakumaa nadakaathaa solranu sonaanganu enkita solra nan unnai Kati pidika varan... Nee namakula elaam mudunjiduchunu solra naan elunthu laptop theranthu itha elutharan....

Shy nee mulusaa kalanathuta shy... :'(((( enaku itha kodukaathAda ennala thaangika mudiyala shy... Plsss shy romba time eduthukaatha...pass shy :(((

Current - jan 6 2014

One hr back I came Pune... Enaku shoulder pain, high fever, cold, thala apadi valikuthu :(((((( elaathukum mela nalaiku vediyarapo enaku fb ila Vera vazhiyula ena surprise vachurupanu thaan manasu valikuthu... Mom is still awake bro jus got married is awake Anni speaking to me... Mama elaarum shy they know abt me shy... Not more than u... Ena purunkuko di nee muzhuka muzhuka enudyathu... Mudiyaladi... :((((

Important - Current - jan 5 2013 - REGARDING FACEBOOK

FACEBOOK 

I jus can't able to forget that shy... Unkita itha sola vendaamunu nenachan mudiyala

first of all friends..

Yaar yaaro un office la vela seiyaravangala serthu vachuruka shy itha enaku epdi en shy en pondaati naan mukiyamunu nenachava senjaanu enaku theriyala shy... Avlo pasanga... My god... Thirumbi nan ethum thapaa nenaikaran apdi ipadi nu nenaikaatha enaikumae naan unnai inoruthavan kuda sonathila solamaatan... I KNOW MY SHY... The thing is boys are really very bad these days... Enga room la eduthuko kuda velai seiyara ponnu photo oruthavanga oruthavsnga login panni kaamichu asingamaa pesuvaanga not oly in my room everywhere... Ithelaam thaan shy kaaranam unnai gf huh nenachu irunthaa ithelaam prachanai ila en pondaatiyaa nenachan... Athaan shy en manasa purunjuko nan sola varatha purunjuko neeyaa avasara patu onnu purunjukaatha... Unga project la pasanga ilanu sonna yaarkitayum pesarathila sonna but now see shy.... Plssssss enaikaarunthaalum nee enaku thaan so don't do this to me... Oru munja kuda enaku pidikala... Plsss un kaalula vilunthu ketkaran intha kashtatha en manasu oru second kuda thaangaathu.... Epdi da Evan evanayo profile la cha :'(((((( sagaran di...

Ur profile pic....

Epdida unaala online la photo mudinjuthu ????

 online la photos poda asa illa podamatan sometimes arva kolaru la edhavadhu paniduvan avlo dhan mathapadi online photos poda asa lan kedayave kedayadhu.....

Epdi shy nee itha pana enaala inum namba mudiyala mela sonna vaarthaigal poiyaa ??? I know for sure girls will change but not all u belong to that not case... Antha pic new hairstyle la enakaaga white top potunu anupinathu... Even I told like u r looking like silunu oru kaadhal Jo it's our personal shy... Very personal one... Enaku anupinathu ammu... :(((((((( epdi daa...

Profile la y blocked me...

Nee new profile create panuthu kuda theriyaatha oru veguliyaa unmela muzhu nambikaiyum vachu en shy enaikaarunthaalum enaku thaan... Ena vitu pogamaata intha pirivulaam oru naal elai kadantha santhosham aagumunu nambinan shy... Nee ipadi panuvanu ethulayum epavum nenachu paarkala... Vali vali ammmu nee kuda irunthu ena paarthaa unaku Theriyum da..

Nee ennalaam panra... Nee ena pics podara... Inum yaar yaarelam un friend list la irukaanga... Evlo neram iruka... Enna comment panra... Yaar like panraanga.. Yaar comment panraanga... Ethumae theriyala shy... Naan ena thappu da pannan ena ivlo verukarathaa solra 24 hrs unnai matum nenachunu irukarathu thapaa ??? Un profile locked Evan Evano irukaan enaala paarka kuda mudiyaathu... But paarthaa enaku verupu vanthudum shy... Unnai naan thooki poda maatan unmela... Enaala mudiyala pannu shy naan thudikanum so oly kandavanum frnd nama personal photos do it shy naan thinam thinam saagaran do it evlo mudiyumo avlo pannuda ithukelaam nee enaku evlo repay panaalum pirkaalathula seruvome santhoshama irupome but intha vali ipo nan padarathu I can't bear shy... Nejamaa ethir la vara train la kuthichaa five seconds elaam mudunjidum but appa amma thambikaaga matum thaan shy pasrkaran ivlo unaku senja naan avangalukaaga matum thaan shy paarkaran... Epavo sethurupan shy avangala pathi yosikalanaa promise on you shy epavo sethurupan enaala intha fb issue ovoru second um thudikaran da :'(((( evlo vaati nan itha solranu paaru shy enaku avlo valikuthu enaku itha thaan nee koduka aasai paturunthaa am rdy shy kaalam full huh nan itha vali anubavaikaran... Sharo kita kuda harsh huh Pesa mudiyaatha nee enkita nov 21 st mail avlo harsh huh pesina... Enga amma kitayum mama kitayum avlo oru harsh huh pesina shy jan 1, new yr motha kudumbarhukum avlo nalaa pochudaa enaku innum vali kodu shy neraya kodu... Suppose enaku ethaachum nadanthaa avanga Unga veetuku varalaam but am prepared shy...

En laptop bag la oru letter kaipada eluthi sign potu date potu vachutan nan tharcheyala eranthu unaku ethavathu prachanai na nee avangala laptop bag la irukara first zip la irukara letter paaru athula una kum Unga family kum entha enaku ethu nadanthaalum entha oru vagayulum sambantham ila... Unaku entha vitha keduthalum varaama enga kudumbathaar paarthukanumnu eluthi vachurukan...

Nan tharkolai pannika maatan shy... But nee pirinjaa thanaala eranthuduvanu matum theriyuthu.. Enaku ethavathu vibathula uyir panaalum unai yaarum disturb pana kudaathunu thaan eluthi vachan...athae pola enaku apron laptop unaku sonthamunum ennai panaa password kedaikumnu ezhuthi vachurukanda... Naan romba naal intha pain la iruka maatanu enaku oru enam athaan elaam pani vachan till my last breath even aftr tat u r my wife.... Ummmmmmmnnnaaa love u shy... Enaku inum pain koduthu konudu... :(

Past - nov 15 2013

Ithaan shy nee kadaisiyaa anupina msg

Am leaving early today nalaiki meedhi vela seiya poran so stop texting edha irundhalum mail pannu bye:)

Ithuku apron enadaa kobam unaku enmela solu shy... Enkuda pesuda ammu... Plsss ena nogadikaatha...

Current - jan 5 2014 - from mail

En Mugam oru charm ae ilaama... Santhosham, siripu ilaama.. Tired dull huh yaarum paarka pidikaama ppl started avoiding me shy... Even now u r going to parlor da... ? Jus kidding :'( yen shy en life ipadi aakina... ??? Yen da ennai avlo verukara ??? U told that ur life is jus awesome in this one and a half month... But see this

Ithaan shy unmai ithanaala matum thaan elaam panran..

before replying i just wanna say one thing i was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy on seeing ur mails :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD idhan nan miss pannan 1 month miss pannan :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

then namma kalyanam kandipa nadakumnu enakum theriyum but en family members oda muzhu samadhathoda nadakanum adhan enaku venum.............i want my mom and dad to be happy........... anna kuda matter illa.......... but anna naethi 18th aniki nee kandipa office pogakudadhunu solitaan :( enaku deliverable iruku aniki nan evlo soliyum poga kudadhuna kudadhunu solraan :( bayama iruku :( i fought with him yesterday enaku en vela mukiyam nu adichu solitan.......

nan arambathulendhae solran i love u so much...... enaku unna pudichadhu nala dhan othukitan nee pesinadhu nalayo adampudichadhu nalayo illa enakum unna pudichudhu even i felt the love but the thing is veetuku nama throgam panrom apdingara kutra unarchi irundhutae dhan iruku adhan enala edhayum free minded huh happy huh panna mudila...... something thadukudhu......en veetla othukara varaikum nan ipdi dhan irupan........ once rendu per veetlayum othukitu engamma kepanga la avankita pesniya ma apdinu appo u'll know how much i love u nu........ avlo plans iruku neraya seiyanum neraya surprise pananumnu avlo plans iruku nan elam panuvan but en side la green signal kedaikara varaikum konjam poruthuko.... nan onumae pana matanu solala but neraya panna mudiyadhu that's because manasatchi uruthudhu avanga unna avlo nambaranga ipdi nambika dhrogam panriyae nu uruthudhu adhan....... nan edhuku bayapadrano iliyo manasatchi ku bayapaduvan........ adhan unaku enala edhayum express panna mudila adaki vechurukan........ idhanala nee edhayum thappa purunjukadha that idhu nadakadho nu oru enam ivaluku iruku adhan ipdi pesaraanu adhelam onum illa just oru kutra unarchi hope u'll understand.....

enaku oru asa but sonna nee kochipa so solala :( idhu mukiyama nan anuparan matha MATTER :P elam nan next mail la anuparn

Unudaya antha aasai enanu enkita solavae iladaa... Next mail um anupala... Nan un bday nerula meet panrapo ketkalamunu irunthan... Elaam pochu... :(((((((

Paaru shy nama identity engayum nan veliyida maatan... Link irukara nee matum thaan paarka mudiyun... Yendaa ivlo love vachukitu enaku ipadi laam panra... ????

Come back to me shyyyyyy kutty plssssss don't leave me die in vein...

Current - jan 5 2014

Amma appa chinna Annan moonu perukita matum solitu oouruku kelambitan shy... Thambiku kuda theriyaathu... Amma hospital la rendu naal admit aagi irunthaanga... Ezhavu vizhuntha veedu maathari irukuthu so pudikaama kelambitan... Enna yenda thooki pota ??? Mama ipo call panaangada solaama kuda poitanu varutha pataaru thookam varavae maatenguthu kannu avlo oru yellow huh iruku... Laptop paarka mudiyala athaan unkita 24hrs um Pesa mudiyala thala suthi mandai kodayuthu... Ilanaa type panitae irupan nee Enai contact panra vara... Yosi yosi yosi... Naan nee ilaama onnumae ila ponam da.... Unkuda pazhagi love vanthuchu love sona anaiku manaivi aakikitan... Vaazhnthan shy... Pakathula ilanaalum vaazhnthan... Enaala mudiyala enaku ithelaam yaarkitayum pagirnthuka mudiyasthu it's our personal unkita matum thaan soluvan... Acctualky solla nenachalum yaarum ila... Vaazhbthaalum sethaalum unkuda thaan... Acctually vaazhnthaalum sethaalum un ninaivugalidaiyum ethurpaarpugal oda yum thaan ithu unmela sathyam shy... :(

Current - jan 5 2014

Amma appa chinna Annan moonu perukita matum solitu oouruku kelambitan shy... Thambiku kuda theriyaathu... Amma hospital la rendu naal admit aagi irunthaanga... Ezhavu vizhuntha veedu maathari irukuthu so pudikaama kelambitan... Enna yenda thooki pota ??? Mama ipo call panaangada solaama kuda poitanu varutha pataaru thookam varavae maatenguthu kannu avlo oru yellow huh iruku... Laptop paarka mudiyala athaan unkita 24hrs um Pesa mudiyala thala suthi mandai kodayuthu... Ilanaa type panitae irupan nee Enai contact panra vara... Yosi yosi yosi... Naan nee ilaama onnumae ila ponam da.... Unkuda pazhagi love vanthuchu love sona anaiku manaivi aakikitan... Vaazhnthan shy... Pakathula ilanaalum vaazhnthan... Enaala mudiyala enaku ithelaam yaarkitayum pagirnthuka mudiyasthu it's our personal unkita matum thaan soluvan... Acctualky solla nenachalum yaarum ila... Vaazhbthaalum sethaalum unkuda thaan... Acctually vaazhnthaalum sethaalum un ninaivugalidaiyum ethurpaarpugal oda yum thaan ithu unmela sathyam shy... :(

Important - Current - jan 5 2014 - padi elaam padi

Konjam itha pathi yosi shy...

Nee vendaamnu solita... Naanum vendaamunu poi irunthurukalaam... But nan vendaamunu poga vaaipae ila not even a 0.000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000001 % shy... 

Enga amma appa Annan mama Anni friends elaarum ennai kevalamaa paarkaranga... But intha new yr nadantha vishayam enga amma mama annan thavirthu yaaru kum theriyaathu and theriya paduthavum maatanga enaikaarunthaalum enga veetuku varapora ponnunu nenaikaraanga... 

But nan avlo kuni kurugi poi irukan shy un kita enaikaavathu thapaa nadanthurupanaa thapaa nadanthuka try pani irupanaa ??? Naan ena thappu senjan shy ??? Unkita uruginatha thavira ??? 

Unga amma appa annan uku nambikai dhrogam panathaa sonna enaku ipo panitu ilayaa shy ??? Nee tholula kai poda sonapo enaku yen shy koocham ??? Un family thaan shy nyaabagam vanthuchu hav discussed this with u... Nee think pannu enaku unmela aasai ilayaa ??? Ithukelaam ??? But yen thayanginanu yosi... Nan avasara padaranaa ??? Yosikaamathaan ithelaam senjanaa ??? Yosi shy... Unaku theriyum enaku unmela evlo aasai irukunu u for sure know it...

Nee atmost confusion la irukara shy... Entha decision um edukaatha for few days.. Or months or years... Nee independent huh decision edukala shy u were forced u were compelled and targeted... Enai hurt pana nenachu ethum panidaatha shy en motha college life first starting stages of my career elaamae unoda thaan kazhichan, till our death I have plans and have dreamt many things... Elaathulayum nee thaan irupa... Sathayama naan thaanga mudiyaatha vishayam ethavathu panaa unai baathikaatha vagayula intha boomi vitu poiduvan shy.... Love u pondaati oru call adi elaar samathamum vaangi nee call adicha one month la nee nenaikaatha alavu ku unai kalyanam panran ipo nan irukara nelamaila nee call adichaa unnai engayavathu yaarukumae solaama kuptu poi kalyanam panikitu santhoshamaa neeyum naanum matum life vaazhara nelamaiku vanthutan da... :'(((((((((

Love u shy ummmmmmmmmmmnaaaa....

Current - jan 5 2014

Oru second kuda unai thavirthu Vera ethu melayum enaala idupaadu selutha mudiyala.. Nothing interests me.. It's oly u u u u u u u u u my shy my pondaati my dream my life my everything... Please nan ethetho nenachu kuzhambaran... Enenavo thoughts are coming and it's killing me mm by mm... Yen aasai vachome un melanu ithu vara nenaikala nenaikavum maatan but enga thappa vitanu thaan theriyala oru potu thookam varala en kannula... Phone pakathulae vachurukan vibrate aanaa un call huh irukumonu manasu kadanthu thudikuthu... Enaku romba neram vali thaanga mudiyaathu... But unaku athaan venumnaa antha valiya thaangavum nan ready... Plsss shy ithula ethu paarthaalum call me....

Current - jan 5 2014 - oru song

Enaku romba valikarapo enga pona raasaa... Antha song matum thaan ketkaran nee epovaathu ithelaam paduchaa en nenapu vanthaa antha song kelu it will turn u towards me u ll understand my love shyyyy... Plsss da naan una vitu pirunju padara avasthai pothum... :( enkuda va engayavathu pogidalaam...

Important - Current - jan 5 2014

Naan inga ipo intha train la ivlo mudiyaama ivlo seramam juram elaathodaiyum mela nee kodutha vali elaathaiyum unakaaga matum thaan shy bear paninu poran... 

Nee enkita pidikalanu soli irunthaalum samaathaana padutha nenachurupanae ozhiya seri shy pirunjudalamnu solli iruka maatan...

Unnai ovoru nodiyum yosikaran athanaala thudikaran shy... Intha neram santhoshamaa irukaranu nee kaatikarathuku ennai hurt panra vishayangal ena senjunu irukayonu manasu kadanthu adikuthu.. Pora edathulalaam laptop theranthu unaku post panitu irukan seekiram enaku call Adidaa....

1. Unga amma unnai paarthukita alavu naan unnai paarthuka maatanaa ??? 

2. Unga amma una kaaga pata kashtangal naan unaku padamaatanaa...

3. Pathi maasam avanga unnai sumanthu pethedutha vali venaa enaala padamudiyaathu but athuku nigaraa am I not holding u in my mind heart soul and the whole body ? Elaa pain um naan sumakalayaa shy ????

4. Unnai pidikalanaa naan yen ivlovum pananumnu orae oru vaati yosi shy.. Jus only once yosi...

5. Unmela love ilaamalaa ivlovum panran... Nee pesinatha ketum un pinaadi varanaa yen ? Enaala unai vida mudiyaathu...

6. Nee en pondaati rendu perum 1 jan 2011 marry panikitome... Nee en pondaatinu nenachThaala thaan unkita elaa vagayulum pazhaginan... Elaa urimai eduthukitan elaa anbaiyum kotinan... Entha kobathayum maraikala... Elaa sohathyum santhoshathayum pagirnthukitan...

Ena vitu poitayaa shy ?????? :((((((

Current - jan 5 2014

Shy plsssss da en pondaati thaana... Plsss ammmu... Enmela enadaa kobam unaku... Enadaa avlo perusaa unaku panitan enada enaku ithanai kashtam vali... Oru second kuda unnai piriya kudaathunu thaan elaam pannan... Naan pesinaa chinna paiyan mariyathai kuraivaa irukumae nu periyavanga pesinaanga... Enna kashta paduthara maathari entha seyalum seiyaatha...

1. pirunjurukarathu oru pakam koluthu...

2. Ennai nee verukarangra enam koluthu...

3. Nan kevalamaanavanu nee nenaikarathu koluthu...

4. Enmela irukara kobathula ena hurt pana seiyara vishayangal konjam kuda pidikala... Plssss shy enkita vanthudu... Plsss 

Current - jan 4 2014

Kelambi tan shy :'(((( nee ithu ethumae padikamaatanu theriyum en frnd avanga aaloda pesitu varaar... :( unai paarka vanthan unnai matum paarka vanthan but unnai paarkaamalae poran romba valikuthu kannu kalanguthu... Fb la enmela irukara kobathula enalaam panranu theriyala... :'(((((((((( atha nenachalae thala valikuthu... Romba time eduthukaatha ipo thoonga poran naalaiku un frnds sonathu pathi solran... :'(((( I took another half bottle Benadryl to sleep.... 

Current - jan 4 2014 - in bus to chennai to pune

Veeta vitu kelambitan... Amma kita varapo Ava seekiram manasu maaranum vendiko ma enaikaa irunthaalum ava thaan ethukum kavalai padaathanu solitu vanthan.. Enakaaga Annan Anni elaarum avlo kashta padaranga... Annan um enakaaga FB close panitan... Thambi ivlo kashta padraanu elaarum enga veetulae irunthaanga... All are waiting for that one day shy... Nee enkita vara day kaaga kaathukitu irukaanga enaku yaara pathiyum  etha pathiyum kavalai illa enaku vendiyathu elaam nee matum thaan ammu... Epdiyaavathu mansu maariduva unai paarkalam nu oru nambikai innum iruku jus one call veetu veliya etho oru moolaila ninu un nizhala huh paarthaalum enaku santhosham thaan... Epo madras paarka unnai vanthaalum ipadi thaan ethavathu type panitu chinna chinna poi solitu unaku surprise koduka unnai nenachunae varuvan... Ena velagi pogaathada... Enaala atha enaikum ethuka mudiyathu nyt 10.30 train even 10.30 u call will come near ur house naan solrathu unaku siripaa irukalaam but elaamae nan en adi manasula 10.30 ena train paathi vazhiyala irukarapo kuda solu nan kelambi varan.... Pls c this blog and call me

Current - jan 4 2014

Jus returned from doctor house shy... Reduced 2 kg high fever vomit cough cold... Tonight am leaving to Pune in general ticket again... Nee ithelaam padikarayaa theriyala but unnai paarka aasai padaran enaku ivlo varuthatha kodukaatha shy ena hurt panra vishayamum ethum panaathadaa enaala thaangika mudiyala, apron Nama sernthathuku apron elaathaiyum serthu vachu kepan yen ipadilaam pananu... :(

Current - 4 jan 2014 - your mobile

New number new mobile vaangitayaa da ???? Ena antha alavuku verukrathuku naan enada panan... Ovoru vaati yum nee pesaratha ketkarapovum avlo pain atha ketu ketu ena naanae hurt panikaran ithuku melayum Vera ethu senjum ena hurt panaatha shy.... Ethaarunthaalum enkita pesi sari panudaa... Thanithu decision edukaatha..... Unga Annan unaku kalyanam pananumnu sonaaru plsss don't ever place me under that situation... Itha paduchaa oru vaati kanamudi yosichu paar antha vali naan thaanguvanaanu.... En heart ninudum shy.... Nee yen ipadi pesinanu enaku avlo kuzhapam.... Antha alavuku avanga ena sonaanga ??? Nee independent decision eduthamu sonna sathyamaa eduthurukamaata shy... I trust and believe u.... Velagi pogaatha shy... Nerungi vaa ammu... Plsss 

Current - jan 4 2014 - leaving to Pune

Shy vomited thrice in the morning... Thoongara konja nerathula kuda nala kanavu varamaatenguthu.. Ena vitutu poramathari something came I forgot... 

Naalaiku Pune poran 12 I clk aftrnun train  I have some hope that I ll see u... Plsssss shy ipo ponaa ini nee vara solra varaikum thirumba varamatan unnai paarkanum Micy chellaa nu nee solanum... Athu varaikum varamatan... Athukula intha blog padidaa paduchutu enai purunjuko da un manasuku theriyum naan nalavanu unnai evlo nesikaranu unnai evlo miss panranu... unnai miss panatha enaala seriyaa react pana mudiyala atha veliya solla theriyala... Unnai oru vaati nerula paarthu pesitaa nee enna oru vaati paarthutaa pothumda unnai apdiyae Kati piduchu en anbai puriya vachuduvan apron unnai vitu velagavae maatan.. Not even a second... And enna hurt pananum katharavaiknumnu ethum panaatha Anu... Let me see some miracle occurs and u see me tomorrow.... Plsss ena epdiyaavathu paaruda athuku thaan ivlovum panna... Lemme hear ur audio shy... :'(((( take care da....

Struggle - Past - Dec 31st and Jan 1

Enaala mudiyalada paithiyam aagaran unmela... Plsss shy enaku valikuthudaaaa plsss I was over possessive over u... Morning dec 31st elunthan tonight it's our 4th anniversary... Enai epdiyum contact panuvanu oru nambikai shy... The first thing I did was opening my mail box and checking for any of ur mail but oly disappointment... Then I opened fb I typed krish to go to mura profile ur mom name came I saw two mutual friends I got shocked and went in and it was cash who was missing I typed is name in search valikuthaeeeee shyy vaa enkita... It was not there and I typed ur name nothing was shown... I was a bit relaxed went to office calked meena to common system and asked her to type cash name he was there and I was hurt a lot... Then just like tat I typed ur name... My god I saw ur pic I dunno wat to do I was frozen   Enaala onumae pana mudiyala mayakam vanthuchu I saw ur pic shy the one u gave me... And u made it public... My god enaala mudiyala shy enaku solatheriyala... Unakum enakum matumae ula oru private thing it is and atha poi ipadi panitayae nu avlo virakthi kavalai sogam kobam... Yen shy ipadi panna ??? Epdi shy antha pic poi... Then I checked ur timeline it's locked enaku orae kavalaiyaa pochu enalaam poturuka share pani irukanu paarka mudiyala...  Iniyum unnai pirunju iruka koodathunu mudivu paninan amma ku call adichu veetuku varan ma enaku manasu seri ila shy veetuku poi Avala paarthutu vanthudaran ma nu sonan... Then dad spoke ungalukula irukara prachanai pesitu va pa nu sonaru but avanga veetuku porathu seriyaa padalanu sonaru ila nan poitu varanu solitu manager kita gf kuda prachanai I have to leave nu solitu frnd huh office la irunthu railway station la drop pana sonan... He dropped and I missed 3.30 train I checked flight but no vacancy... I was waiting in the station for next 3 hrs and got into 6.10 train and antha 3 hrs en manasu valichathu train la kuthichutaa elaam seri aagidum apadinu avlo ennam... But I badly wanted to c u for the last time... At least nan sethutanaa neeyum sethuduvanu enaku theriyum unaala atha thaangika mudiyaathunu theriyum atha yen naan uyiroda irukarapo seiyamaatara shy... Enkita va shy enkuda pesu neeyum naanum matum elaaraiyum vitutu engayavathu poi santhoshama irukalaam... I took 5k from bank and put it into m bag... I took two hundred rupee ticket general compartment I stepped into sleeper coach unknowingly paid fine... Orae oru laptop bag kondu vanthan... Utkaara edam ila nyt avlo kulir onumae ila cover pana tharaila seat pakathula paduthukitan entha oru koochamum padala enaala kulir thaanga mudiyala... All I wanted is to c u and ask y r u doing this to me... And tell ur family how much I love you... Nan unnai epdi paarthupanu tharailayae morng 8 varaikum thoongaama paduthunu irunthan Kalai meen sarav called me and wished later I called pm twice she dint picked I know something tat u told abt me is making her feel bad abt me... And then elunthu rendu bun and tea vaangi saaptan then oruthavanga upper berth la paduka sonanga they came with two girls nan paduthu lyt huh thoonginan those two girls made a comment like iphone vaangina kaasuku train ticket eduthurukalaamnu :'((( en mind la sathyamaa una thavira Vera ethum odalada and that photo in fb vanthu vanthu pochi... Enaku current huh ipo throat pain echu muzhunga mudiyala valikuthu thondai but itha ezhuthitu thaan i ll try to sleep... Reningunda thiruthani elaa station varapovum ivala inaiku epdiyum paarthuduvome oru nambikai... Sathyamaa unai thavirthu vaazhkaila naan ethukum kankalanginathu ila shy... Then mom called Anna kuptu po sonaanga kobathula oru adi adichaa avanga annan huh thundu thundaa aakiduvan pethavangalo teachers Ohhhh kuda en pula mela Kai vaika vitathula sonaanga nan thappu panalamaa ponna pethavanga panuvaanganu sonan... Then Annan mama kita solli elaarum oru land vishayathula avlo busy nan Unga veetuku poga kudaathu athu thappu nu sonaanga... At least nan oru vaati nerla paarthu pesinaa Ava manasu maaridum urugiduvaanu sonan shy... Phone adichu ketaa unnai love panranu soluvaalaanu ketaanga sathyama soluvaa mama kudavae family mukiyamnu soluvaanu sonan seripaa nee railway station layae iru naanga vanthu kuptukarome nu sonaanga... Annan mama thambi Annan frnds elaarum car eduthunu vanthanga they know abt Micy who is not tat kinda guy who engage in these stuffs and entha prachanaiyum panaathu Nama pula ivlo kashtapaduthae nu anga iruka mudiyaama kelambitaanga.. Then nan park la irunthu velachrry railway station vanthan anga naama ticket vaanginathu nee train la enkai pidichathu... Elaam kanu munaadi vanthu pochu... Ascendas office paarthathum manasu kashtam aachu then car la nee pesinathu potu kaatinaanga... That moment I decided u backed shy.... :'(((((((((( enkita kadaisiyaavathu ethavathu sola sonapo apadi oru Kathu nan katharanan shy enaku mandai kula enavo aachu nee sonathu my god enaku ipovum othuruthu... Aiyoiooo kadavulae... Enna elaarum avlo thapaa paarthaanga... Enaku ethum perusaa padala pondy ponga antha ponna ini nan disturb panalanu solitan... Avlo kashtam epdi en rest of the life irukumnu... Nee ilaatha life jus enaala... Unaku nan padara intha avasthaigal puriyala shy purunjurunthaa en pakathula irupa... Enga kudumbam pathi thapaa soninga shy... Nan ethum solala nee enga mama pesanathum unga annan pesanathum keturupanu nenaikaran elaarukum kashtam kodukaran...ipo nee ilanu 100% theriyum irunthum en mana nimathiku enaikaavathu padipa enkita varuvanu enaku oru nambikai da... Rest f the life unnai matumae nenachu kazhikaporan... Valikuthaeee kadavulae avaluku puriyavainga enkuda serthu vainga... En shy en ammu enaku venum kadavulae... Aiyo shy plssss ena purunjuko en love en pondaati nee venumdaa :(

Important - Past - jan 1 2013

Nan velachery railway station wait panitu irunthan 5.45 vanthan there where we went first time to a movie with pavithra... And it is where we went met for ur 2012 bday....

Enai kuptu poga thaai mama, thambi, annan ga, Annan frnds elaarum vanthurunthaanga.... 

Un audio play panaanga ketu mudicha next second antha ponna ini nan disturb panalanu sonan... Then I dint speak at all... They were telling me all sorts of thing... Nee paiyan nee yen da kavalai padara... Enjoy pannu life huh... What they know about my love over u shy... Unakae naan unnai evlo love pananu puriyala... 

Veetuku vanthan Kalaa utkaanthan... Amma Ava unakunu irunthaa kandipaa varvaapaa... Kavalai padaatha enaikaavathu vanthaa serthu vaikarome nu elaarum sonanga... Avaloda veetula situation ena wat she is undergoing nu namaku theriyalanu mama sonaaru... Amma don't worry nu sonanga... I replied jus one thing - " ithanai varusham kati thaali Katti kudumbam nadathinathuku apron oru naal nee appa va vitu poita and mama phone adichu thaathaa kita un pondaatiku unnai pidikala ini varamata... Venaa Ava vaayaalae vendaam sonatha kelunu oru audio potu kaatinaa appa epdi  ma feel panuvaarunu ketan..." The exact phrase and none uttered a single word thereafter... Nee en pondaati shy... Unnai vitutu chance ae ila... Enaala mudiyaathuda... Please shy.... Unnai epavum nan Vera maathari kupduvan only wen am in mood or wen I did something wrong I ll call u shy... Pls da enkita vanthudu ammu... 

Enna irritate panranu hurt panranu un image ivlo naal enakaga nee vitu koduthathu elaam thooki thoora podaatha better kill me instead of doing this to me... I jus seriously can't bear u interacting with ppl and ppl my god getting closer to u... Plsss shy naan un mela vachurunthathu truest form of love and possessiveness pls try to understand it... Nee varavaraikum en valigala ithula pathivu panuvan ena hurt pananumnu enaku pidikaathatha panaathadaa... Gimme a chance I ll surely prove tat I care for u and I ll take care of u more than ur mom or ur family I mean it shy.. Enaku valikuthudaa enaala mudiyaladaa ena ipo paarthaa nee sethuduva shy apadi irukan... :'(( nan patathu padarathu pothum da... 

Past - jan 2 2013

Enaku jaathagam paarthaanga

Enaku sevaai dhosham iruku so first athuvaa oru ponnu varumaam athuvaa poidumaam... But rendavathu vara ponnukum enakum avlo nerukam Anbu irukumaam but atha seriyaa velikaatika maatomaam antha ponnu thaan enaikaa irunthaalum enaku manaivi yaam so shy enaala ithuku mela mudiyaladaa enna evlo thaan saaga solra.... ???,, pls enkita va da plsssss da

Past - nov 16 and nov 17

Nalaa thaan pesitu veetuku ponna... But ena aachunu enaku theriyala veetula ena sonaanganu theriyala Unga Annan ena sonaan theriyala sathyama appa amma pesarapovum nan Unga Annan kita pesarapo avlo oru mariyaathaiyaa pesinaanga... Un manasa epdi maathinaanganu theriyala shy nee ipadi pata ponnu ila athayae enaala thaangika mudiyala fb omg enaku manasu kizhiyuthu Anu nan saagaran enaku Vera epdi itha solli puriya vaikarathu theriyala orae sentence ae solran plssss enkita vaa shy

Past - jan 1 2014

Chennai la car la Unga Annan kita mama pesina audio ketan... Enga mama society la evlo periya aalu theriyumaa ? Evlo mathipum mariyaathaiyum udaiyavarunu theriyumaa apaer pata manushan namakaaga pesinaaru... But Unga Annan epdi pesinaaru theriyumaa avar kita enaikavathu oru naal onnu seruvone apo potu kaatran... Nan ketutu cha.... 

Then nee pesina audio ketan shy kadaisiyaa Micy kita ethavathu sola virumbarayaa shy nu ketapo avlo tension paarka pidikAla pera ketaalae verukaranu sonna romba udanjutan shy... Sathyama unkita itha expect panala naan enna thapuda panan ????? Unaku unmaiyaa irunthathu unaku piducha maathari nadanthukitathu ivlo nadanthathuku apromum un pinaadi varathu ithelaam thaan nan panra thapugalaa yosi shy.... Nalaa yosi enaku Micy ku nee ivlo pain kodukara... Elaathaiyum yosi

Current - Jan 3

Una pathiyae thaan motha nenapum intha ponuku ena aachu... Yen ipadi panranu... Today I created a fake fb account shy.... Athula un friend list paarka mudiyala... But shafiq un kuda padichaanu add pani irukaratha paarkarapo avlo oru vali.... Nee un profile view panamudiyaatha maathari vachuruka... Un photo profile pic enakaaga eduthu anupchathu atha epdi unaala public la poda mudunjuthu... ??? :'((((((( athuku yaar yaar comment pani irukaanganu kuda theriyala.... Yaar yaar like pani irupaangalonu manasu valikuthu enaala mudiyala avlo fever.... Bhar harsh thomas elaar account um poi paarthan... Friend request koduthuruka... Vivian and sharon profile poi koduthurukiyaanu paarka ponan but avanga profile lock pani irupaanga... Jaga nu kelaam request koduthurukarapo ivangalukum kandipaa koduthurupa... Cognizant la velai paarkara paiyan laam friend list irukaan unaku aiyooooo enaku valikuthudi unnai pothi pothi vachurunthan.... Aiyooo kadavulaeeee enaku valikuthu ammu don't do this to me seriously don't do this..... Kandavanum en chelathoda en uyir oda friend list la my god.... :'((((((((( Un wall la ena share panra yaar comment panranga nu theriyala manasu therunjuka thudikuthu... Enaku enda ammu ivlo vali kodukara... ??? Nan ena thappu panan ???

Nee puthu account create panathulayae thelivaa theriyuthu shy ithu namakula mudunjuduchunu... Oru puthu life rdy aagara and athula enaku edam ilanu... Unaku epdi Puriyavaipanu theriyalada... 

Shy ena veruthudaatha ena vitu poidaatha... Amaithiyaa yosi... Thapaana decision edukaatha thapaana paathaila pogaatha shy and seriously enaku ivlo periya thanadanai ena kazhati vidarathu seri ila... Enaikum Naanga ungala kevalamaa nenachathila...

Past - November 15

Shy anaiku ena nadanthathu....

Phone panan paul and Thomas issues merkondu ethum pana mudiyaathunu sonna... Enaku kobam vanthuchu.... Nee mudiyavae mudiyaathu sonna I told like naama pirunjudalaam apadinu u were ok for it shy... But enaala mudiyala nan erangi vanthan.... Seri atha apadiyae viduvome nu sonan but inoru unmaiyum sonan like en manasula intha rendu issues um irunthutae irukumnu..... Nan unkita ethayum maraikala enoda true nature veli paduthunan....

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Intha edathula en manasu padara vali elaam share panran shy... Starting from NOV 15 2013 (but apo apo pazhaya ninaivugal vanthaa athayum unkuda pagirnthukaran)...