Current - feb 28

See shy how many astrology software I installed in my phone don't laugh u idiot it's bcos of u.... This my phone's screenshot... Bg la nama photo irunthuchu inga podarathaala itha podaran... Ilanaa neeyum naanum bg la irukara photo thaan :)

Current - feb 28

Shy shy shy shy :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I dunno ivlo sogathula enaku epdi ipadi nadanthuthunu naethu ofc la sema velai... Seekiram paduthutan vanthu... I got a dream around 1 o clk wowwww... U know wat drm makes me this happy.... We both did... It was so real shy I hope I had the dream for nearly an hour... Woow u know how to seduce me, how to please me , wat makes me happy, wat to do, when to do, how I like it.., how to moan, how to satisfy my expec, u were energetic all the move were urs, then I take over u and u were enjoying it shy nan nenacha life athaan and I lived we after our wonderful matr were talking about our kid and ur mom dunno y we were discussing abt ur mom..... I lived shyyyyy...... Wowwwwwee en pondaati dog-u di ni ila ila panni panni thaan seriyaana panni di pondati ammu kutty am happy da enkuda ilanaalum ne enaikum enudayathunu enaku oru feel da... Ummmmmmmma ne matum nerula iruntha unai kati piduchupan vidavae maatan...... Ummmmmmmaaaaaaa... Kandipaa naama seruvome nan intha dream marakavae maatan kandipaa soluvan ummmmmmmmmaaaaa...

Current - feb 27

I just finished this book ammu... Every line between the char Aman and shruthi reminds me u and me di jus I put ourselves over there position and read the book... 

I badly want u to read this book shy... ;( at least then u ll understand the pain that am suffering... Elaar munaadiyum sirichu nadika mudiyala shy... MeenaL shar and sarav ku theriyum evlo suffer aagaranu but avanga kita kuda normal huh thaanda irukan but they know tat am dying inside evey second... 

I searched for the pdf of this book so that u can read but it's not available online... I tried purchasing the pdf but u can read it oly thru my account which u won't do... And u going and buying the book u ll never do I know it's how hard for u to save money and get stuffs that u want perhaps if any of ur nee friend got that book kindly read it da, enakaaga ena ipadi saagadikaatha will post the picture of my book da

Intha book la antha paiyanuku happy end thaan but antha end enaku en life la vendaam shy plsss I dreamt very second of my life living with u, I was pure, nan manasu muzhuka unnayae nenachu ena unaku alli koduka aasai patan unai thaangu thaangunu thaanga nenachan... Pls da enkita va intha book padi da ummmmmmmmmaaaaaaaaaa kutty.... ;((((((((

Current - feb 27

Four days back fb la un wall la photo count 9 nu irunthuchu but yest nyt wen  am checking it was 8 am happy but u liked satis marriage time post kadupaarukudi thaniyaa ithelaam nenachaa eruchalaa iruku ammu.,, ummmmmmmaaaaa love u...

Current - feb 26

Shyyyyy plsss da don't use fb if u deactivate u ll get caught in home but if u read this and still u love me somewhr in ur heart

- don't put photo

- never login to fb

I ll really be happy and I will wait my entire life u can do whatever u want I may not know sitting here but fb reflects tat u r avoiding me shy... Please di ummmmmmmmaaaa ummmmaaa naethi tha... Unmma :(

Current - feb 26

From morning am thinking like how u would have wished Harry shy...

- whether in fb

- not in wall but in fb msg

- not thru fb but thru ofc communicator

-  u wished him by making a call yest nyt

- u wished him thru txt msg

- all of the above

- a and b, b and c... Combinations

I don't want to die like this shy... Please do come back to me enaala concentrate pana mudiyalada ammu pls da nan kenji kekaran shy please enaala mudiyala... Enaku valikuthu :(((((((((((

Current - feb 26

Hope u wished ur friend Harry I don't want to get irritated...

I got a nice mail this morning...

"Hi ganapathy/meenaL,

Hope u r doing Gud and learning technicals also side by side. I need u productive and full-fledged technical consultant in at most two months time. So pls do ur best...

Reg

Bhavin"

I want to share this with u first... :D

Current - feb 26

Yesterday I ordered these things... Una kaaga thaan shy... Once u wanted me to read this... Ponniyin selvan una kaaga thaan padichan... And u told me tat the book was in ur perimaa house... But wen u told shiva trilogy is Gud I never questioned u... But naethi hurt aachu yaar ivaluku intha book soli irupaanu orae kadupu yes shy nee ena vitu poi irukalaam naan inum unnai vidala un mela iruka possessiveness enaala vida mudiyala... Oru percent kuda korai ya maatenguthu pls di contact me shy....

I can post my pic here my suffering but I don't want to spoil ur privacy di...

Ummmmmmmmmmmnma love u da... I know where all I ll kiss u ummmmmmmmmaaa da kutty

Current - feb 26

Inum un fb paarkala intha post potutu lemme have a look... Perusaa onum theriyaathu... Friend request kuda koduka mudiyaathu... Timeline kuda paarka mudiyaathu... Ena share panranu kuda theriyathu.. Ne ethavathu like pani irunthaa kaatum nan en news feed la ethavathu vanthurunthaa avanga wall poi like pani irukiyaa comment pani irukiyaanu paarpan u know how much it hurts me once unnai pathi elaam therunja enaku ipo onumae theriyalangra feel... Nee yosi chi paaru shy epdi nan atha feel panuvan epdi enaku athu valikumnu...

I planned to start writing everything that hapnd between us here all the happy memories and sad memories starting from day 1 that we met... Till jan 1 2014... Athu mudunjathuku apron nee one month wait panuvan shy... There are oly two option...

1. Nee itha paduchurukanum, but sera virumbala, cos ena porutha vara inga nan podaratha paduchi irunthaa kandipaa elaam thooki potutu enkita vanthu ena un madila paduka vachurupa... Ithelaam padichum varalanaa u jus don't want me anymore and u r done with this.... And I should give respect to that and move away...

2. Nee padikavae ila intha blog varavae ilanu vachupome in that case ithaan fate... Ithaan un baba namala pana nenachaaru... Baba unai intha ketavan kitarunthu kaapaathitaaru... Intha ayogiyan kita irunthu thapichuta... Ena venumo nenachukalaam and I move away shy....

My last try naan paatunu ezhutha aarambikaran athu epo mudiyutho mudiyatum... Athu mudunjathula irunthu one month...

IF U TRULY READ ALL THIS AND U WANT ME JUS GO FOR IT SHY ENAALA THAANGA MUDIYALA YAAR KITAYUM NAMALA PATHI PESARATHILA EN MANASULA IRUKARA VALIYA SOLAMUDIYALA I WAS NEVER THIS FAKE IN MY LIFE PLEASE....

Current - feb 26

m saran frm my class pinged me today all of a sudden... She was talking talking talking I lost myself and went back to my college day shy... Today am happy shy... I never posted anything in this blog with this much happiness... From 11 she was pinging me we were discussing all our college days... Jus now stopped I think this is wat u r doing to forget me... I don't want to make myself sad am happy let this nyt be happy Gud nyt bye... :)

Current - feb 25

SMVEC la oru ponnu maadila irunthu kuthichiduchaam ipadiyum ponunga irukara oourla thaan, enayum amma vaiyum elaar kitayum kevalamaa pesitu thooki erunjutu pora ponnum irukuthunu nenaikarapo kevalamaa iruku shy... Yen ipadi maarina ??? Ivlo kevalamaa ???

Current - feb 25

This is me shy innum enaku thookam varala elaarum thoonga aarambuchutanga Saturday nyt amma ena thitinathuku apron nan avangakita pesala phone mela phone inaiku 11 o clk sarav ku phone pananga avar phone la vainga disturb panaathinga naanaa pesaranu solitan ithaan shy naan... Manasu valikuthudi but u r happy sleeping... :D nalathu shy inum evlo nalaiku unakula irukara love huh olipa... I started hating being like this... Better now than never shy... :)

Current - feb 24

Naan ipadi unnai nenachunu irukarathu thappu shy... Ithu nalathu panaathu... Un life keduthudum... I have to forget and forgive u... Ipadiyae ponaa un life ku pirkaalathula enaala prachanai varum elaathaiyum azhichudaran shy...

Current - feb 24

I couldn't resist myself checking ur fb... And it seems yesterday u shared some photo jus enjoy shy... Enjoy well... And my laptop got turned off yesterday dunno wat hapnd all our stuffs are inside it... I won't risk giving it for repair I have to sit with the guy the entire day and get it repaired.... :(

Current - feb 23

U know shy inaiku full huh un fb account vanthu paarkala... Rendu thadava login panalaam nu nenachan but manasu yeno vendaamnu soliduchu... I think am started moving away... But one thing the love tat I had will never change... Epdiyum elaathaiyum private aakitu u r happy sharing and interacting with ppl in fb nu kelvi patan keep enjoying dear.. :D enaku valikara avlo valikum nee matum ila shy un family um suffer aagum... I never wanted to tell this at any situation but u it ll happen shy... And I won't let anything to happen neither to u nor to ur family... Enaku epdi shy unaala pana mudunjuthu ??????

Current - feb 23

Karumam enaala maranthu tholaiyaa mudiyala cha nee nalaa santhoshama iruka konjam kuda udambu koosaama manasu valikaama cha naan yen ipadi azhiyaranu therila cha melavum mudiyaama muzhungavum mudiyaama thu... Cha :@

Past - feb 22

Naethi nyt sharp 9 o clk amma ku call pannan romba udanju poi irunthan namala pathi mathavanga kita pesinaa unaku pidikaathu enakum pidikaathu... It's our personal... But orae oru vaati vs kita kotinan, kotinan in the sense enaku yen itha panaa yenaku yen itha panaanu pei maathari ketan... Avlo thaan...

Epavum amma kita thaan soluvan avanga kitayum enaku valikuthu ma maraka mudiyala nan veenaa poramaanu kotiduvan... Fb la photo potaa padathuku ponaa normal huh irukanu nenaikaranga... Athukaagavae vaaraa vaaram ethavathu panran...

Yesterday s call... Enaala mudiyala intha poli life vaazha mudiyala pidikala padathuku porathu photo edukarathu elaamae poli... Nan saagaranmaa... Book padikaran, drawing varayaran, kozhanthaingaloda vilayadaran... Elaathulayum Ava thaanma theriyaraanu sonnan... Avanga nan venaa chennai poitu varanpaanu sonaanga... Pulaiya maranthudunganu solitan... Nanae vali poruka mudiyaama avanga veetula pesunga enaku Ava venumnu sonaalum Avalaa varaama nama side la yaarum Avala disturb pana kudaathunu solitan (I seriously dunno and I never asked vs to send such a mail to u, AND I NEVER EXPECTED THAT REPLY FROM YOU) Vera enapaa panalaam enaku theriyqla ma ithu pogavae pogaathunu matum theriyumnu sonan... 

Amma romba kobapatutaanga... Katha aarambichutaanga... Ipdi valarthan apdi valarthan... Kevalam unai thooki potutu poitaa.. Oru pota kazhutha Ava avlo thembaa irukaa unaku enadaa pochu antha thairiyam... Unnai vendaangrava kita unaku enadaa... Unnayae nenachu inga ovoruthavangalum evlo kashta padaraanga... Yaarukum inga entha velayum odala relatives sernthaa una pathi thaan pechu... Nee enadaanaa... Unnai ipadiyaa valarthome nu ketaanga... Neenga nalapadiyaa valarthathaala thaan ipadi irukan ilanaa inerathuku ipadi pesitu iruka maatan yen nalaa valarathinga yen intha valinu ketan mayakam vanthu phone potutaanga... ;((((((((((( then appa Thani theluchu elupinathum... Avanuku phone podunganu solii ena pana solranu ketu naan sethan shy... Wheezing vara aarambichuduchu pesitu irukapovae... Apadiyae pesinaanga... Vaikavae ila cha nan saagaduchuduvan shy avangala for sure then I decided amma kita solrathukuda ini entha prayojanamum ila... Ini elaathaiyum enakulae vachukanumnu mudivu panitan...

U CLEARLY DITCHED ME SHY... The FACT IS MY BRAIN AND HEART IS NOT ACCEPTING THAT VERY SINGLE FACT... U BETRAYED ME SHY... ;(((((((((

Current - feb 23

Hi shy... U know it's been 100 days since I lost spoke with u and personally heard ur voice myself... U know wat hapnd before hanging the call ??? U promised me tat I ll meet u in chennai on ur bday and we will have better future we even fought on that day... But we were together and vitu koduthu ponome shy... Nitha kita and sharon kita pesaranu sonna bt u asked for time... First I shouted neeyum kobapata but nan erangi vanthan shy... Then fyt on meeting on ur bday... I jus wanted to put that ring on ur hand nothing much I wanted on tat day.... Cha enaiku thaan en manasa purunjupayo... Ena vitu poita shy it's over between us.... There s noting between us... Ena kizhuchuta shy... Thundu thundu narukita still vetara ena athula ena da santhosham kedaikuthu unaku... Nalaa iru shy un life la unnai disturb panavae maatan... But... Onumae ila nalaa iru... Oru naaluku mela enaala unkita pesaama iruka mudiyaathu... Unaala nan kobamaa irunthaa oru mani nerathuku mela pesaama contact panaama iruka mudiyaathu... But 100 days shy epudi di enaku yen itha panra ???? Plsss pirunjidalaam but en mela ena vidu amma mela elaarkitayum thapaa solaatha nama santhoshamaa irukanumnu nenachatha thavirthu avanga Vera ethumae panala.... Plss di enkita va plssss.... ;(

Current - feb 22

It's not tat am controlling u shy... Atha purunjuka maatanu enaku theriyum inum nan thirunthalanu soluva... 

1. Unaku ithu thaan pidikuthunaa u go ahead shy... Nan disturb panala but enaikum nee ipadi photo podarathulaam pidikaathu...

2. Naan unnai control panala... Ithu enkudaya shy ila... Enoda shy ku ithelaam pidikaathunu sonaa... Enoda shy romba reserved... Enoda shy enaikum ithelaam pana maatanu sonathaala thaan Avala love panan Avala nambinan athanaala thaan enaala intha valiya thaanga mudiyala Ava thaan enaku venum... Avala thaan enaikaa irunthaalum enaala ethuka mudiyum avalukaaga thaan...

Vidu di unaku piduchan ha sei paarthaa ethavarhu ezhuthalaam but enaku ovoru line kum valikuthu... The decision tat I took is final shy... Unaku ethu venumnu u decide da...

Current - feb 22

Un profile parka kudaathunu nenaikaran but paathudaran... Un pic inaiku thaan zoom pani paarthan... Foreigners iruntha maathari iruku in bg... Kandipaa some hifi restaurant... In ur eyes I saw that happiness and in ur heart u have the vengeance I dunno y u have it over me..enaku Kai othuruthu paarkarapo hope u will be enjoying the likes tat u r getting for it... Am done with this shy.... If I see one more picture of u in fb am done with this shy... Really am done with this nee itha paarkarathu ilanu theriyum... Enaikaavathu paarpa anaiku purunjuko... Elaar maathari naan ila... U know abt me shy nan ketavan ila nan epdi nu unaku theriyum.. Kandipaa adutthu unoda Vera pic paarthaa really unnai thooki potutu nan en life paarkalaamnu irukan shy... Enaala mudiyala en thevathaiya nan pothi adakaathu vachu elaarum enaala sola mudiyala shy... Last hope if it got changed am moving ahead shy... I dunno wat stuffs u r posting... What comments... Wats happening in ur ofc... Wat u r upto... Ethumae theriyala... Am dying and u r least bothered cha... 

Current - feb 22

Valentines day anaiku varanjathu...

Current - feb 21

Jus watched ur fb profile... U liked flinstones... I can't able to see the timeline wat u r sharing... I don't even able to give friend request... But even if I can I won't give I won't come to u anymore and remind our old memories shy... But y r u hurting this heart ??? The heart tat don't wants to get ur heart hurt ??? Pls di enaala nee ilaama iruka mudiyaladi... Enaikudi ithelaam padipa enaiku ena purunjupa... Cha evlo paer liking ur photo yaar yaar un friend yarkuda vela pora ena oanra... Cha cha morning ae cha... 

Current - feb 20

Jus few thoughts came shy... 

Even I have a life ahead of me...

More than u ppl r loving me, caring for me, but it's me who is not even turning towards them...

Nee thooki erunjuta varamaata, I should jus agree tat fact and go ahead

U ur frnds family life is awesum for u now, even I can persuade those things it is only pissible wen I completely forget u and try to move on... 

Jus one thing I need to decide... Wait for u or completely throw u away... Will take the ryt decision and post it here shy...

Current - feb 20

Nan itha solranu kobapadaatha... U know wat... SR ena love panalanu giri kita azhuthunae phone la sonaa... He recorded it and have heard it... Nan oru maasam mela eduthukala Avala maraka jus ava kuda avlo anyonyama pazhagala I showed no interest I was not possessive... Jus Ava phone panuva computer class la meet panrathu tats it msgs kuda panamatan u know I hate txting even she knows it...

Ena sola varanaa it's jus a infactuation neeya yen vantha neeyaa yen ponanu thaan enakula iruntha kelvi... He showed much interest to her karachaan sirazhuchaan...

Still I dint come to the topic the thing is wen she left she left she doesn't want me to get hurt... She has the same email id.. Fb close panitaa oru photo kedaiyaathu online la... Veliya porathae ila... Ethumae ila... I loved it shy really even though she moved away she stayed away from everything never ever she hurted me...

 Wen I was seeing ur case I loved u more than anything it's oly after knowing tat u too can't able to survive without me I proposed u... It dint happnd jus like tat shy... Aftr al we had been thru evey joyeous moment tat we had... I still agree we too had our worst times and wen we were in our Gud times we were unaku theriyum ivlo thuku apron epudi shy nee nesicha oruthavana unaala othura mudinjuthu ??? Epudi shy ena unaala ivlo hurt pana mudiyuthu... ??? Ovoru naalum thudikaran.. Un fb activities laam paarka mudiyala jus photos thaan athukar enaala thaan ha mudiyala ithuvae ne post panrathu share panrathu athula irukara comment laam paarthaa kandipaa sethuduvan shy... Then vaaravaaram veliya poraiyaam... Athelaam unmaiyaa poiyaanu kuda enaku theriyala... Leave nan saganumnu irukan I don't deserve this shy... Really I don't cha... 

Current - feb 20

Between us is everything done shy... ??? Padikarayaanu kuda theriyala... But am sure paduchaa call panaama iruka maata... SeekirAm call me shy romba naalaiku thaanga maatan... 

Current - feb 20

My god just saw sakthi Lakshmi and karthigeyan marriage photo woww... I wished one day even I will post a photo like it... Ha ha... Sounds funny ryt... All my dreams got splattered crushed...

U know unnai pathi nan yarkitayum pesarathu ila yaarkitayum visaarikarathila... Nan athelaam pana enaku romba hurt aaguthu... Even pavi pinged me on feb 15... Avakita ethum pesala epudi irukanu ketkala nee santhoshama irupanu theriyum santhoshama irunthaa rnaku santhosham thaan but atha mathavanga soli kekarapo  enaku oru maathariyaa iruku nee ilaama santhoshama irukaa enjoy panra apadinu I don't want that more over the main reason is still am not sure wat u have decided and wat u have in ur mind... If u r very sure and u don't want to be part of my life... Everything tat hapnd between is fake, if u feel I cheated u, if u think u can be happy and move on with another person in ur life I jus don't want to spoil it... I don't want my memories to hit u and hold u back... Jus move on :( :'((((((((((

As I said none can separate us except u... It's u who wanted this and it's me who promised whenever u wish for it I ll give it and I always follow my words... :) enjoy shy... Enkita pesudi ammu thoonga mudiyala saapda mudiyala the life that am living is fake... Am cheating everyone tat am supercool... Cheating my mom tat this separation is noting to me and am handling it well... I have no contacts with anyone... It's truly she hersef mailed I never asked her to do so... U can ask her anytime... Ivlo panranaa unnai nalaa paarthukamatanaa velai seiyarathae ila fuly in this blog reading everything again and again... And spending my work hours... Podi nan azharan un kaalula vizharan jus call me don't do this to me... Naethi morning un photo change panayaa nu paarthan ila but don't be in fb shy in really hate it... Plsss am still the same and I want my old shy back... Those two weeks the ine memorable two weeks tat I had in my life I want that back.... Plssss

Current - feb 20

It's really bad shy... I feel really bad pakathula puthusaa oru girl vanthurukaa, Ava yaarukitayo avaloda number sathamaa sonaa... Then I tried recalling ur number u know wat I forgot it... Only the first 4 number am correct rest I got confused... :(( Yendi ipadi panra... Come to me...

Current - feb 19

The last thing shy for today...

I should jus stop judging who u were and how we were...

But I should accept the fact that who u r and what u r capable of now...

It's real pain shy.... ;(((((((

Current - feb 19

It's exactly 50 days shy... U last spoke to me(acctually u and ur bro the only kind in the world were blaming my mom am least bothered abt me)... I wonder how two ppl once inseparable now stays apart as if noting hapnd... The thing is if both of them are happy it doesn't matters... But out of two hearts one is happy and the other is I don't want to explain as u said it doesn't matter u more to vs... 

In my whole life un alavuku nan yaaraiyum trust panathila... Acc. Nan yarukitayum avlo pazhagala... But athu elaathaiyum othuritu poita shy... U loved me not others I mean my family frnds and they were all were/are always loving u and wanted us to be together in rest of our life....

I dunno shy how u r living this life without me happily I seriously dunno I thot in ten days max 15 days u can't restrict urself from talking to me but it dint happen day by day u r anger is getting increased and u t focusing ur time and energy to do things that tears my heart into pieces... I jus don't want to disturb u... I seriously know tat u understood me very well u know who ganapathy was is and will... No one other than u know me better in this world... 

And still u r cheating urself tat me and mom are the worst creature in this world and explaining ppl how bad and cruel we treated u... 

Epdi shy unaala saapda mudiyuthu thoonga mudiyuthu photos fb online 24hrs... ??? Unai neeyae kelu ithukaagalaam aasai patu intha alpa pleasure kaagava ena thooki erunja ? Nama love nama rendu Peru aasaigal ithukelaam mela ithu unaku pleasure koduthuthu ????? 

Enaku puriyavae maatenguthu nee yen apadi ena veruthu anaiku pesinanu... Unaku elaamae pidichu thaana pana ??? Enaikaavathu unnai inoruthavan kuda serthu vachu pesi irupanaa ??? I scolded once in a bad word ONCE irunthaalum athuku evlo bad huh feel panan ??? Unaku pidikalayaa nan ethavathu thapu panranaa thappa pesaranaa thappa kekaranaa Enmela ethavathu thappu irukaa nan ethavathu maaranumaa ithu elaam oru naalaiku ethanai vaati unkita ithelaam keturupan ???

Manasu arunju ariyaama unaku ethavathu thappu pani irupanaa poiyaana poi soli irukan like tat conversation with gp... Atha thavirthu oru vishayam unkita ethavathu marachi irupanaa

Vs mail nan unnai nalaa paarthuka matanu ezhuthi iruntha athelaam nan discuss pana vurumbala jus yosi una paarthukaathavana un tholula Kai poda sonayaa ??? Unai paarthukaathavan Kai piduchunu bus la utkaanthu photo eduthukanayaa ??? Nee verukAravan kaiyaala watch maati vida sonayaa enku da chennai veliya vantha rendu naal unai nan ozhunga paarthuka maatanu feel panayaa tholula thaana Kai potan Kai thaana piduchan photo la thaana paarthan Vera ena perusaa nadanthuchu nu nenaikara ponu nee ila but don't prove it at anytime tat u r one nu shy... Nan sethuduvan...

Enaku ena solrathu theriyala... Inum evlo naal theriyala jus one call nan elathaiyum seri panran let's face everything together kozhaya irukaatha u know the truth jus en life la nee venum... I dunno to how long I can stretch for u watching my mom 

Die every minute... Jus oru call panu enaku ila saagaduchu shy.... Enaala nee seiyarathelaam paarka mudiyala..... Am in  office lemme die di... :'(((((((((((((

Current - feb 19

Jus saw ur fb was checking who all recently added photo and whether u liked it or not... And yes Amit photo u liked I don't want to look further into others photo and get hurt myself... I know u hate this telling it's jus a Ike we are apart am crushed, and still I love u so it always pricks... Ena sagaduchudu shy ena saagadichudu thayavusenju enaala mudiyala thookam ilaama seriyaa saapdaama enaala mudiyala... 

Last Sunday  fully I was in home evening wallet vangalamnu nanum sarav um kelambinome and he told like wallet watch belt these three things guys should never purchase and it should Come as gift... And for a girl wen she is with her boy fried she should be treated as if she forgot to bring her wallet... 

Cha enaku yen shy ipadi pana enaku yen pana ???????? Ena konududi enaala mudiyala....

Current - feb 19

Oru exam apo... Ila over excitement layo, over varuthathulayo nan ithu maathari laam paathi thookathula ezhunthathae ila... Romba nandri shy enaku itha panathuku... Sathyama nandri... I deserve this a lot... Cha... I have to die... Unnai love panathuku vekai padaran unnai inum nenachi ipadi urugarathuku kevala padaran sathyama cha...

Current - feb 19

Jus now I wrote one post but I dunno where it went such a long one may be the short form of it I can retype...

Enaikavathu intha blog paduchaa jus ask this question to urself...

Nee enaku evlo kevalamana seyal panita, nan nenachu paarkaatha alavuku, but one thing if someone comes now and offers me 1000 crore and asking u to leave do u think I ll do it ??? Kaasu perusunu nenaipanaa ??? Unai vitu panathuku povanaa ???

Replace the money with beautiful girl do I think I will do it ??? U know the answer shy...

Enaku yen itha pana and epudi kusaama ovoru naalum enaku varuthapada vaikara vishyangal panranu enaku suthamaa puriyala... But ithanaala neeyo un kudumbamo entha thumbathukum aalagida kudaathu... Another sleepless night but am sure u r enjoying ur sleep and the dream in it... I never thot u ll do ths to me... Am in patking lot seeing the sky and the moon is orange today get ths pain out of me shy... Have a grt sleep bye :'(

Current - feb 17

Jus ms.paul went out made a call and came back... While going she made a bad smile at me... Like as if she is talking with u and returning back... I seriously hate this I dunno whether u r talking to her or not as far as from haris as I mentioned in the other post u started talking to Viv and no surprise tat u started talking everything is assumption even I can't believe haris words over u tat u told him u r again talking with Viv and became nice friends... Wen we are together she will ask for excuse and tell "hey ipo solu nu solitu pova" nan unnai nambi oru nodi kuda ena pathina ragasiyam asaigal thapugal.. Elaathaiyum sonan u know evey mm of me... Enaku intha vali thevayaanu matum yosi as soon as u see this post don't think of anything jus make a call.. Don't restrict urself doing it... Just pour u love... My god am sorry shy I know u hated me and u won't come back to me sorry shy.... Nan ipadiyae vazharan :'(((((((

Current - feb 2014

Unkita oru red chudi with white flowers irukum athu unaku semayaa irukum with a black legging avlo azhagaa irupa.. Inum specific huh sonaa un 2011 late bday Unga veetula kondaadinome... Athula poturuntha... Atha maathariyae naethi meen kuda phone pesitu iruntha po oru ponnu paarthan frm my balcony with a guy nee oru naal curly hair maathari vachu photo anupina I guess thala kulichutu eeramaa Avala paarthathum enaku enavo aagiduchu shy... I really miss u... Yen photos maathala maathi ena kadupethu cha... Enaku vali kodu...

Current - feb 15

Nan oru mall la irukan ingalaam vanthathae ila nee ena vitu ponathukaprone thaan ithelaam... Inga un hair style un shape la unapola kannu vachunu un maathari dress paninu vanthaalo enaku avlo vali valikuthudi... Neeyum un friends kuda ipadi thaan engayavathu veliya pova engayavathu veliya pova haircut modern dress my god I should really die... Evlo naal naan itha thaangarathu sathyama mudiyala... Yendi itha panra enaku sathyama enaala thaanga mudiyala shy.... My life become very worst... Yest got one proposal acc. She wanted to propose I told am committed indirectly telling I have to attend this call it's my girl friend... Jus I want to register it here... It's oly u in my life shy...

Current - feb 15

Valikuthudi inga en friend oru pair irukaanga... Couple ticket book panaanga... It reminded me our first movie... I mean our first and last movie together epudi di ithelaam unaala maranthu thooki poda mudiyuthu... ? Enaku athelaam maraka nenachaa udambu koosuthu... Naaya Ava un pondaati avaluku entha ketathum panaathanu but I know ithelaam unai onum panaathunu u r into different dimension the way u now looking me is way cheaper... U r not considering me as ur lover or husband only then u can take decisions like this I dunno how really namakula elaamae nalaa irunthuthu... We will make a best couple ever... Podi Unga kudumbathukum Annan kum elaathukum mela unaku piducha life vaazhu... Santhosham... The amount of pain I suffered on jan 1 2014, iruka iruka athigamaaguthae thavira koraiyala....

Current - feb 15

Yen yen enaku itha pana... Nyt full huh un  name thaan... Ena azhuchuta shy... Ena suthamaa azhuchuta but u r happy enjoying ur life am happy nee santhoshamaa irunthu life la unaku nee athaan venumnu nenachaa am really happy for ur decision... But enda ammu it's jus for time being ryt u ll be back with me ryt ???

Current - feb 14

Fully drunk shy... 3 bottle beer I never except one time took this much alcohol in my life... Ethavathu error irunthaa manichudu... Pls enaala unnai Maraka mudiyala... Nee epdi ena marantha am sorry I know you hate me if I consume alcohol... Naalaiku Saturday I won't take non veg... Podi kuduchutu etho type panran.. Thala vali... Saapda kupdaraanga... Tata thelinjathum I txt u back...

Current - feb 14

It's our 4th valentines day... No not really it would have been our 4th valentines day... In ofc am typing this the time is exactly 6pm... Will post it sharp by 12... Jus heard ur last call audio "Micy ngra Peru KETKAAMA IRUNTHAALAE nan santhoshama irupan... Enaku vendaam" romba santhoshama iruku.... Thanks for all this... I started reading "the one you cannot have" it's an exact copy of our life shy I want u to read it.... Am happy for u being happy without me... :D

Current - feb 12

Mom jus called enaku Yendi itha pana... ??? Yen kudumbathaiyae ipadi kashtapaduthara alavuku nan enadi panan ??? Cha... Enaala mudiyaladi... Nan nalaa irunthaa thaan en kudumbam santhoshama irukum... Epdidi unaala itha pana mudunjuthu thu.... Buthiya kaamchutiyae... Enaku itha nee pananu enaala nambarathuku kuda kashtam huh iruku oru velaila concentrate pana mudiyala cha.... Am dying u thu... Sethudu

Current - feb 12

Nee puthu profile create panni sariyaa 2 months aaguthu... Very happy nee nenacha vaazhkaiya vaazharathaa believe panra... Nee intha vaqzhkaiku thaan enganala ? Ena pathi ena venaa solu shy it dint bothers me much l... But amma pathi elaarkitayum thappa solaatha all she wanted is both of us to be happy with them together or far from them... Avangala yen shy thapaa solra... Unakum enakum iruntha vishayangal therunjum Unga Annan unnai intha life vaazha solraarunaa jus leave :)

Current - feb 10

Unaala thaan shy naan ipadi irukan it's u who did ths to me... U know tat nan unnai santhega padalanu... Adikqdi kobapaduvan but sure nee thappu pani irupa Adikqdi inum koba baduvan chelamaa unmela nee samaathaana paduthuva ena konjuva... Aftr all tat we had been thru how come u gave me up...  :( Monday office la first thing am doing is writing this the pain.... I wish there is noooooooo weekends and internet exists in my life for ever.... :( fully un profile ae thaan paarthunu irunthan... Whom u allowed to take a snap... Who ever it may ... It's always not whether a guy ir girl took the snap it's always someone taking snap it may be cash pothi neethu pavi it doesn't matters me someone is taking unnai rasikaranga and epudi shy fb la pota epudi shy epudi di cha.... I hate u shy.... I really really hate u.....

Naethi thungarathuku munaadi amma call pananga... There is a grl got return frm US single daughter our caste it seems they like our family and wanted to make an alliance with us... And they spoke to mom thru one of our family frirnd... Tat Aunty also called me.... Mom jus told the info and I said still she is inside me and ipo epudi ma itha pesara... But avanga athukaga sollala jus antha Aunty en number vanginangalam call panuvanga kathidatha... I know ur sufferings nu sonanga... Later tat Aunty called I told like another two yrs ethum paarkathinga ethulayum concentrate pana mudiyaathunu solitan... They said ok da no prob....

I very we'll know u r not going to marry me but someone else for sure the thing is  I jus want to see u doing that to me shy... Bye

Current - feb 8

Last week paarthan athoda inaiku un profile paarthan... U changed ur picture... Yaaro varanju irukaanga or yaaro snap eduthu alter pani koduthurukaanga... Epavumae limelight la irukanum naalu Peru like pananum nenaipa... Un azhaga paaratannu... But enaku avlo valikuthu shy... Nee ipadi ila shy... Sathyama nee ipadi ila... Inga ena ku valikuthu marupadiyum amma kita inaiku pesinan... Azhuthan... Nee enga rendu pera pathi thapaa sonathuku apromum epudi enaku un mela ivlo love irukunu theriyala... Really nan unai wife huh nenachathu thappu panitan... Enaala unnai Marakavae mudiyaaathu but unaala epudi shy mudinjuthu naama ipadi pazhagala unaku ithu ena hurt panumnu therunju epdi ipadi pana mudiyuthu... Ithu elaamae ne oru stability la ilaatha thaalathaan... Enkita vanthudu shy nan unnai paathukaran... Vs mail ku oru naal nan atha pathi ithula pesaran I need time ipo ezhuthinaa nenju veduchu sethuduvan... ENAKU NEE ENAI VITU POITAYAANAE CLEAR HUH THERIYALA JUST KANAVULA IRUKARA MAATHARI THAAN IRUKU... I HAVE A STRONG FEELING UNAKU ENA NADAKUTHUNU PURIYAAMA IVLOVUM PANRANU... NAAN RENDU VISHAYSTHUKU THAAN GAMUNU IRUKAN...

1. ENAIKAAVATHU UNARUVA THIRUMBI VARUVA NAN UNAKU UN SPACE KODUKANUMNUM...

2. ENA VITU VELAGI POITAA INI UNNAI DISTURB PANAVAE KUDAATHUNU... BUT NEE OVONUM PANRAPO SERIOUS HUH UNKITA MARAIKAAMA ORU VISHYAM SOLRAN, UN LIFE AZHUCHIDANUMNU ENAM VARUTHU, BUT I LL NEVER DO THAT...

INTHA SPACE KODUKA NENAIKARAPO INNUM RENDU VISHAYAM BAYAMURUTHUTHU...

1. SPACE AND TIME KODUTHAA ELAAM UNARUVA... NAMA LOVE NAMALA SERKUMNU ORU NAMBIKAI...

2. ATHA VIDA PERIYA BAYAM INTHA SPACE LA ENGA ENAI VERUKANNUMNU THAPAANA SAGAVASAM ENA IRRITATE PANRA SEYAL UNAKU PIDIKAATHA VISHAYANGaL ITHELAAM SENJUDUVAYONU THAAN.... 

Jus ithelaam epo padipanu theriyala... Padikaamalae kuda pogalaam but keep one thing in ur mind... Unnai oruthavan intha ulagathula irukara elaathukum mela perusaa nenachaanu... Unakaaga uruginaan... Unayae uyiraa nenachaan... Unaakaaga ethayum panuvaan... But avana naama othuritome nu.... Jus like tat oru phone call la othuritome nu... Vera ethum ila...

Naethi tv la magadheera padam paarthan flash back la kajal malaila irunthu kila vilarapo avanum eguriduvaan.. Anga ena nenachu paarthAn nee vizhunthaa nan eguri irupanaanu... :'( nan atha sola virumbala epo vs mail la ithelaam ini unaku ethum feel aagathu sonayo leave unnai neeyae ketuko....

Enaku yen itha pana... ??? Epudi pana mudunjuthu... ??? Cha...

First starting la ezhuthanan maathari unnayae nenachu 24 hrs inga enaala ezhutha mudiyum but athu sogathayum kobathayum thoonduthu unaku pidikaatha unai hurt panara seyal pana vachudumonu bayam varuthu athaan thali nikaran shy.... Ena inum nalaa hurt panu nenju veduchu saaga vai... Plssssssssssssss uyir oda iruka pidikala...

Current - feb 7

Cha cha cha... Tuesday oly vs sent the mail conversation tat u both had... Paarthuthu chee nu aagiduchu enaiyum enga amma vai yum elaar munaadiyum evlo kevala paduthara chee... Nan laam unaa kobathula kuda ethum sola virumbala... Unga uyar jaathila... Leave nee oru naal unaruva... But it's not going to be very soon and it's not too far... Wednesday Thursday un nenapu vanthaalum jus pain athigamaa ila... Vs mural Smali elaarum oru group la irukome... Tuesday nyt nan drawing panratha step step huh paarthaanga... But inaiku thoongarathuku munaadi yen shwetha wall ponanu theriyala nee block panathaala un comment therila but her reply "Ty ***shy*...*)" paarthan ipo saagran valila lemme read ur last mails and hear ur phone call so tat I may become calm... Cha enaku poi ipadi panitayae

Current - feb 5

Arumaiyaaba kanavu... Enaku thookam poi duchu ivlo early huh ezhutmnthuruka matan Yendi enaku itha pana ???? :'(

Current - feb 02

Ipo amma kuda gtalk la video call panan shy Kumaran chat kila un chat un photo the one which Podhig took paarthu saagaran di... Don't do this to me shy seriously don't do this to me... Just enaala mudiyala.... Naaluku naal un mela kobapatathu poraamai patathu possessive huh irunthathu elaamae nee enaku matum thaanu iruntha thought aala thaan... Antha foundation udayarathae enaala thaangika mudiyala... Ena jus konudu shy... Enaala itha thaanga mudiyala avlo mudi kotuthu shy yosichu... Went to doctor nee un manasa seri paduthinaa elaam seri aagidumnu sonaaru... Jus pls shy I beg u... I know nee ithu padika matanu enaku theriyum but enaku unkuda irukara feel kodukuthu shy... Nee ithelaam paarkalanu 10000% theriyum nee padichu irunthaa naama ineram onaa irupome nu enaku theriyim  Vivi kuda nee nalaa Pesa arambichitathaa enkita call adichu sonnaan and fredy kums barat all are happy aam naama pirunjathula ithayum avan thaan sonaan don't do this me shy... Jus unaala epudi happy huh iruka mudiyithu ithu elaathuku apron... Finally u too r proving tat u r no diff from souba ryt ????? Pls shy enkita va itha enaikaavathu paduchaa enanu kuda yosikaama come to me... Nann irukan...

Current - feb 2

In a tea shop taking tea with sarav... Vs triichy la oru frnd kalyanThuku poi irukaa evng ping panaa normal huh irukiyaanu ketaa yes nu sonan... Then room la evng elaarum thoongi elunthaanga nan drawing panitu irunthan... Thoongarathae ila ezhunthathum naethi nyt un paera solli etho polambitu irunthanaam valikuthunu sonanaam... Avangaluku Tamil puriyaathu... I used ur original name's short form and shy athanaala ena shy nu solranu oru confusion sarav kum puriyala... Try to come out Micy nu sonaaru... It's over if u have faith wait for it... Ipadi irukaratha speak out nu sonaaru... Marakamudiyalanga enaku epdi itha panaanu theriyalanu sonnan... Enaku nee venum shy and noting else everything tat u r doing to forget me is killing me.. Enkuda discuss pani irukalaam... Leave... Mudunjiduchunu nalaavae theriyum jus manasu ethuka maatenguthu... Naethi amma kuda video chat panan en face paarthutu enaala unnai ipadi paarka mudiyalapa nan vachudaranu manasu udanchu vachutaanga romba kevalamaa irukan shy... Enaala mudiyala... Bye...

Current - feb 2 - astrology

VIRGO and SCORPIO (The DailyHoroscope by Comitic) 

 Virgo and Scorpio compatibility chart: 

 Nature offers possibilities that make this relationship wonderful. Virgo represents earth and Scorpio represents water, both of which are very crucial elements for survival. This is one of the perfect compatible couples. Both Virgo and Scorpio complement each other, with both being dependent on each other to fulfill their desires. The connection is good between the two of you, but you can face difficulties at some point in life. The two planets ruling your signs are what can cause friction in your union. Pluto rules Scorpio determining their character, which is stubborn, leading, and provocative. On the other hand, Mercury influences the nature of Virgo which is silent, self-cautious, and logical in every aspect. If both are involved in a long term relationship, you will feel as if Scorpio does not show respect and cares less about your emotions and feelings. At times, Scorpio will dislike the fact that Virgo is often calm and likes paying too much attention on minor things. Scorpio easily gets irritated and angry with you when you start acting temperamental. Solutions to a good relationship include jointly solving personal differences. In addition, Scorpio should try to understand some of Virgo's traits. When the two of you get past these basic differences, you are likely to form a life long and stable union. 

Current - feb 1

Current - feb 1

Unai maraka mudiyaama veetula irunthaa fake fb vazhiyaa un profile paarka vendiyathaa irukunu meena va ofc vara solitu nanum vanthutan... I was telling one of our incident

Oru naal unai Unga class la irunthu veliya kuptu un thalaila kotinan... Nee en mela sema kobathula azhuthunae ula poita enkita seriyaa pesala oru chinna sandai Vera.... :'( antha shy ipo enkuda ila en life en dream ipo enkuda ila.... Nan neraya soluvan but yosichaa enaku unkita pesanum paarkanumnu thonuthu ethaavathu panni un nimathiya keduthuduvanonu bayam... Ena verukaran love ilanu solita... Then I should not disturb u athaan shy ivlo amaithi nee matum yes venumnu solu next 6 hr la nan un kanu munaadi nipan.... ;(