Past - feb 22

Naethi nyt sharp 9 o clk amma ku call pannan romba udanju poi irunthan namala pathi mathavanga kita pesinaa unaku pidikaathu enakum pidikaathu... It's our personal... But orae oru vaati vs kita kotinan, kotinan in the sense enaku yen itha panaa yenaku yen itha panaanu pei maathari ketan... Avlo thaan...

Epavum amma kita thaan soluvan avanga kitayum enaku valikuthu ma maraka mudiyala nan veenaa poramaanu kotiduvan... Fb la photo potaa padathuku ponaa normal huh irukanu nenaikaranga... Athukaagavae vaaraa vaaram ethavathu panran...

Yesterday s call... Enaala mudiyala intha poli life vaazha mudiyala pidikala padathuku porathu photo edukarathu elaamae poli... Nan saagaranmaa... Book padikaran, drawing varayaran, kozhanthaingaloda vilayadaran... Elaathulayum Ava thaanma theriyaraanu sonnan... Avanga nan venaa chennai poitu varanpaanu sonaanga... Pulaiya maranthudunganu solitan... Nanae vali poruka mudiyaama avanga veetula pesunga enaku Ava venumnu sonaalum Avalaa varaama nama side la yaarum Avala disturb pana kudaathunu solitan (I seriously dunno and I never asked vs to send such a mail to u, AND I NEVER EXPECTED THAT REPLY FROM YOU) Vera enapaa panalaam enaku theriyqla ma ithu pogavae pogaathunu matum theriyumnu sonan... 

Amma romba kobapatutaanga... Katha aarambichutaanga... Ipdi valarthan apdi valarthan... Kevalam unai thooki potutu poitaa.. Oru pota kazhutha Ava avlo thembaa irukaa unaku enadaa pochu antha thairiyam... Unnai vendaangrava kita unaku enadaa... Unnayae nenachu inga ovoruthavangalum evlo kashta padaraanga... Yaarukum inga entha velayum odala relatives sernthaa una pathi thaan pechu... Nee enadaanaa... Unnai ipadiyaa valarthome nu ketaanga... Neenga nalapadiyaa valarthathaala thaan ipadi irukan ilanaa inerathuku ipadi pesitu iruka maatan yen nalaa valarathinga yen intha valinu ketan mayakam vanthu phone potutaanga... ;((((((((((( then appa Thani theluchu elupinathum... Avanuku phone podunganu solii ena pana solranu ketu naan sethan shy... Wheezing vara aarambichuduchu pesitu irukapovae... Apadiyae pesinaanga... Vaikavae ila cha nan saagaduchuduvan shy avangala for sure then I decided amma kita solrathukuda ini entha prayojanamum ila... Ini elaathaiyum enakulae vachukanumnu mudivu panitan...

U CLEARLY DITCHED ME SHY... The FACT IS MY BRAIN AND HEART IS NOT ACCEPTING THAT VERY SINGLE FACT... U BETRAYED ME SHY... ;(((((((((