Wednesday, February 19, 2014

Current - feb 19

It's exactly 50 days shy... U last spoke to me(acctually u and ur bro the only kind in the world were blaming my mom am least bothered abt me)... I wonder how two ppl once inseparable now stays apart as if noting hapnd... The thing is if both of them are happy it doesn't matters... But out of two hearts one is happy and the other is I don't want to explain as u said it doesn't matter u more to vs... 

In my whole life un alavuku nan yaaraiyum trust panathila... Acc. Nan yarukitayum avlo pazhagala... But athu elaathaiyum othuritu poita shy... U loved me not others I mean my family frnds and they were all were/are always loving u and wanted us to be together in rest of our life....

I dunno shy how u r living this life without me happily I seriously dunno I thot in ten days max 15 days u can't restrict urself from talking to me but it dint happen day by day u r anger is getting increased and u t focusing ur time and energy to do things that tears my heart into pieces... I jus don't want to disturb u... I seriously know tat u understood me very well u know who ganapathy was is and will... No one other than u know me better in this world... 

And still u r cheating urself tat me and mom are the worst creature in this world and explaining ppl how bad and cruel we treated u... 

Epdi shy unaala saapda mudiyuthu thoonga mudiyuthu photos fb online 24hrs... ??? Unai neeyae kelu ithukaagalaam aasai patu intha alpa pleasure kaagava ena thooki erunja ? Nama love nama rendu Peru aasaigal ithukelaam mela ithu unaku pleasure koduthuthu ????? 

Enaku puriyavae maatenguthu nee yen apadi ena veruthu anaiku pesinanu... Unaku elaamae pidichu thaana pana ??? Enaikaavathu unnai inoruthavan kuda serthu vachu pesi irupanaa ??? I scolded once in a bad word ONCE irunthaalum athuku evlo bad huh feel panan ??? Unaku pidikalayaa nan ethavathu thapu panranaa thappa pesaranaa thappa kekaranaa Enmela ethavathu thappu irukaa nan ethavathu maaranumaa ithu elaam oru naalaiku ethanai vaati unkita ithelaam keturupan ???

Manasu arunju ariyaama unaku ethavathu thappu pani irupanaa poiyaana poi soli irukan like tat conversation with gp... Atha thavirthu oru vishayam unkita ethavathu marachi irupanaa

Vs mail nan unnai nalaa paarthuka matanu ezhuthi iruntha athelaam nan discuss pana vurumbala jus yosi una paarthukaathavana un tholula Kai poda sonayaa ??? Unai paarthukaathavan Kai piduchunu bus la utkaanthu photo eduthukanayaa ??? Nee verukAravan kaiyaala watch maati vida sonayaa enku da chennai veliya vantha rendu naal unai nan ozhunga paarthuka maatanu feel panayaa tholula thaana Kai potan Kai thaana piduchan photo la thaana paarthan Vera ena perusaa nadanthuchu nu nenaikara ponu nee ila but don't prove it at anytime tat u r one nu shy... Nan sethuduvan...


Enaku ena solrathu theriyala... Inum evlo naal theriyala jus one call nan elathaiyum seri panran let's face everything together kozhaya irukaatha u know the truth jus en life la nee venum... I dunno to how long I can stretch for u watching my mom 
Die every minute... Jus oru call panu enaku ila saagaduchu shy.... Enaala nee seiyarathelaam paarka mudiyala..... Am in  office lemme die di... :'(((((((((((((

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