This the thing I wanted to tell to u shy... Things are really serious, my parent wants me to get married but they stopped everything... And this thing won't get lit up any sooner... But they badly wants me to get married.... And en manasuku pidikaama yaaro oru ponna ekaaranathukaagavum en life partner huh nan ethuka maatan enaku feel aaganum Iva thaanda enakunu and athu feel aagiduchu... Am typing this standing in the doors of Pune-Patna super fast express.... The time is 11:40 everyone is slept....
En manasula athu oruthadava feel aagiduchu epdiyaa irunthaalum unai adaivan nee enaku thaan nee enaku matum thaan.... The thing is I hate to fyt this all alone... It's not that am brave enough.... It's tat u r not with me... And u r doing things which I never wanted u to do at any cost.... U ll understand shy wat is real... U r into a space in which u believe am the worst guy u ever met and my mom wants to spoil everything... Ur brother is doing all his best to u.... am not blaming ur brother.... Am not going to talk anything abt him anymore but deep in ur heart un manasuku theriyum ethu unmai nu.... Nan unnai love panathu evlo love pananu unaku theriyum da.... Sakthi lakshmi kalyanathuku ponayaa theriyala... Nama kalyanamum apadi thaan nadakum itha mind la vachuko unaku kalyanam na athu enkuda thaan.... Neraya solanum shy manasula avlo iruku but ithu elaam inga waste huh poguthu... Ithu elaam unnai late huh vanthu serum or ithelaam unnai seravae seraathu un lifetime la ithelaam nee paarka maatanu enaku oru enam athu nan oru post type pana arrambichaalae nadula vanthuduthu.... But u know enakula oru kutty feel shy from day 1 u r reading all these nu this is the one thing and the other is the love tat I have over u... These are the two things that is keeping me active and wants to share stuffs through this medium...
Let me come to the other thing y am in train now.... I got a week holiday at office shy.... My mom badly wants to see me.... She begged me badly to be with her and to reduce my grief.... But I clearly told her I won't come to pondy for at least a year.... I ll go somewhere but not to south side.... Not anywhere closer where u live shy.... U know wat if come closer to where u are my mind goes mad.... Am sure if I come to pondy I ll sure come in front of u, hug u tyt, and will never let u out of my sight for rest of my life.... Am tat much missing u shy... Yendi un Micy ku un chella ku itha panra ??? Yen ipadi nadanthukara ???? And my roomies are going to Patna to their native am going with them and going to stay at each one if their place for two two days and ll return to Pune spending my holidays.... I badly regret to travel in train shy.... But I have to do this.... As soon as I came back from pondy to Pune aftr new year I asked them to book ticket.... The twist is since am not willing to come to pondy... Both my mom and dad were booking ticket to come to Pune but I said know and I told I don't want them to meet me or I don't want to meet them.... Nan daily azaratha avanga paarkaratha nan virumbala and avanga kashta padratha enaala paarka mudiyaathu.... Neraya vishayangal enaku pazhasa nama vaazhntha three yrs nyaabaga paduthuthu shy.... So without telling me they sent my bro to Pune.... He asked me to cancel the trip and spend time with him in Pune... But I said no... And here is travelling with me without any ticket.... He jus got married... 4 months back.... all my entire family want is me to be happy shy.... I dint stop him ac la wife Kaila samachu saptutu veliya kutty poitu jolly huh spend pana vendiya days he is spending here with me..... Nan varamaatan da unaku entha thoranthavum tharamaatan enaku azhugaiyaa varuthu nan poran shy.... Will never hurt u.... Muthaa kedaiyaathuw... Bye shy.....
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